A Mom´s Diary

Jep its mine

2009-09-30T14:07:00.003+02:00

YES YES YES YES YES YES its mine, I got the job YEAH... First day October, 12 and personale weekend on saturday AWESOME!!!

So now I can enjoy the last couple of days and getting ready to work;O) Emil is with his dad so thats perfect...

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH...

Temporary and perhaps permanent job

2009-09-30T11:16:00.007+02:00

Emil had returned and had bought groceries.

So should I just pass a residential accommodation for adults with disabilities to pay for the call because I had in May / June ..
But then ... they would hire me as a damn solid relief. Every other weekend .. Think again! ; O) Weeeeee really nice ... I signed all the papers and got 2 follow guards ... Well also I met one I know who I was in class with the teacher training college .. Fat .. It is perfectly that they will hire me as a solid relief, educator trained and wonderful with the work ..

On my way home I met Emil and one from his kindergarden on a bike Fun and really nice.. She started to talk about how bad Emil had it in big groups and so on.. I thought eh please stop it...
So when I got home I called his kindergarden and told them to tell her to call me..
She called me and we talked it through. So I hope it won´t happen again..

WhileI was writing this, they called from kindergarden where I was to a job interview at, they wanted to talk with me about my mail and then the personale fraom day nursery wanted to talk with me as well.. So I biked addition PUHA 5 km each way ..

They wanted to know why I was freestyle and my old manager said that I had very absence. My professionalism was very good but could not say anything about my cooperation because a lot of absence. In customs them what happen and that I really wanted this, to start over, a new begining And there are things that I still have to work with .. The good thing is that some of my question was in relation to my other work ... They told me that they really really really wanted me!! And wanted to give me a chance to explain what happen..
Of course, I began to cry, I am a real cry marie ...
Head and sous commander said it was between us and the others would not get anything of knowledge; O) it is good to know and the leader asked if I was okay afterwards ..
Then I talked with the two from nursery school .. Got the answer to their questions and I asked them about something .. So now I just have to wait to call on the leader they want me or not ...
It was good it could be done today and I hope they want me ..

WHAT A SHITTY DAY!!!!

2009-09-29T20:39:00.003+02:00

Today Emil stayed home so he could get a nice long sleep after last night...

I was still mad at him.. We talked about it and he was sorry and promise me not to do it again...

So I had to find a painter who could come and do it ... Called two places and one of the sites came out and gave a price .. It was an okay price, so it was him and he already appears Monday .. Nice to get it done right away ..

So I called my new job to hear about what day I should start, though it was Thursday or whether it was last Monday .. Then he said damn that he could not figure out when I started and ended in the kindergarden I was from Exemption from work
in May .. Also said that I had to interview on Tuesday in the nursery and nothing was safe anyway .. So I asked if I would not come to staff Saturday anyway, there he said no .. I was just sat and had måbeløs .. Then I said that I was then sorry that I did not have the staff on Saturday and it suddenly was not safe. Then he replied that it was to ensure that no acid mine was?? really odd....
Afterwards I just began to cry, can we really be so bad ... Apparently .. But calling my union to hear whether he must be and how I must behave myself ... AAAHHHH

After we had eaten supper, played games and sang songs Emil and me. It was really nice. A good ending to a really shitty day and I'm just completely finished!

I NEED A HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes and What the F...

2009-09-28T19:54:00.000+02:00

Then it was time for dental primer was a bit nervous because I had not been there long. But it went well, he said I had nice teeth and there were not many tartar when you think about it about a year since I last had been to the dentist .. No holes only a cleaning .. NICE!

I went to a job interview and recognized instead. But have shown only seen it but can not remember if I sent the application or something ...

Well, I think it went ok, hard to say, I'm not so good at judging. They said that they had to interview the 7 days and I would get answers tomorrow. Exciting ..
I looked around outside and a little girl came, took me by the hand and showed me around .. Sweet ..
Some hours after the manager phoned and said I got the job, they were in no doubt that they would hire me. So it was in the nursery .. I was thrilled it was just super nice, jumped up and down yes yes yes yes .. I said thanks and was delighted to start .. He asked if I had the opportunity to get to the staff Saturday how to avoid to get burned out at work, here on Saturday, yes of course I could its So Cool! He figured that I could start Thursday. I was overjoyed. So should I just hear him, so they put me in the nursery, which he replied to her as they had also employed, were not so happy nursery .. So PERFECT ..
I was completely up and running it was just unreal, now I had finally found a job and would not think about money nice.

Before I went to bed I'd just check to Emil and what met me can not be described in words ..
My first thought was .. what the hell has he done, he could really think of it, it should be done, it costs money ... He had su torn a large piece of wallpaper, the little L.. Well excuse me, I do not believe I was so mad before .. I woke him, called him and threw him downstairs .. Went upstairs to cool down PUHA ... What the hell happened just there for Emil?
I went downstairs and talked to him about it and he said that he came to it? I told him it will cost money to get it done and he had to pay .. He was obviously tired of it .. Because it was made it was not certain that I could afford to celebrate the birthday and buy a gift ..

He hugged me and said sorry but I was just mad and was ready to throw him over to his father ..

But I said I loved him but was incredibly disappointed with what he had done ..
Also, we went to bed ..

oH No

2009-09-28T11:04:00.002+02:00

I fear that they already got one for the job at the kindergarden. It already happen twice for me. It happens sometimes that they have to beat up a position even if they have one. It was written quite quickly and there was not when we could start. Darm, I´m Never gonna find a job!!

Relaxing Sunday

2009-09-27T22:09:00.003+02:00

Emil woke up 7.30am by himself COol but unfortunately I was a little tired, but went downstairs to turn the tv on, MGP was on and he enjoying watching it.

I stayed in bed for a while waking up, took a shower and went downstairs...

Had breakfast, then I baked brown oatmeal cake and American waffles.. MMMMMMmmm yummi. We were supoose to bake pancakes but it would be tooo much..

I felt like being creative but Emil didnt... but I made a spider for his web!!

I felt asleep darm, Hate it!!

Now Im thinking about the job interview tomorrow and havent much to ask about..

But Im glad that I spoke to the bank friday so I don´t have any worriesabout that..

Feed the ducks

2009-09-26T21:27:00.003+02:00

Woke up early but didn´t went up until much later annoying, Emil was playing in his room which was a good thing;O)

Then we had breakfast and then we went to the park to feet the ducks.. Emil ran on scooters and I walked. Really nice.. On our way to the park we went throught the town and Emil saw kids had balloons, and when we walked by the booths where they had the balloons Emil went over by himself and asked for a balloon!! AWESOME.. He was soooo proud so was I..

We feeded the duck it was fun.. Went by the bagel store for lunch and home. Emil told me he had a lot of fun feeding the ducks..:O)

He was sooo tired afterward so we took the bus home..

Relaxed with movies...

When he was in bed I saw The devils wear prada good movie and saw the Uninvited, it was better than I first assumed!!

What a surprise

2009-09-25T21:46:00.002+02:00

I got handed Emil, also acted in home and relax with some TV ..
Also, it was time to get Emil; O) So I did that on roller skates mmm, it's just as good on skates, yes sounds crazy but ...

When we next had come home, think again and guess who was coming ... my mom! Shock Shock... Emil was soo happy to her and she sounded sad when she hugged us so she missed us even thought there has been no contact for over 2 months!!

She stayed and we had coffee outside talking.. We talked about our vacations.. I told her that next year Emil and I are going somewhere its warm with swimming pool and everything close like restaurants. She suggested to go with us, I said yes but we will see!!

She stayed for supper and a smoothies!!

Odd how things suddenly can turn into something different!

Its friday and that means its weekend!! HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND

What a day

2009-09-24T10:01:00.004+02:00

Really lovely morning with Emil; O)

Ex'en should borrow the bath because he has no hot water, then drove him home ..

Then called my dad and I invited him for coffee .. We talked and it was really nice .. Imagine her boyfriend is still very jealous not only for me but also on other female. The woman is 71 and my father is 63?!

While my dad was there I got my goods from sartorvet.com but it was only fish and I had ordered more but grrrrrr. Called and he would try to send it tomorrow. He better, I need the groceries.

So I had to get Emil and his buddy at the kndergarden.. Whe we came home they got something to eat, they were prety hungry..
Then they were playing, grouped, danced and had fun. Then they saw a movie Finding Nemo .. When I asked if he would eat with, he asked about when Emil's father came, if he came late .. HEHE I told then that his father and I didn´t lived together, well then he would like to HAHAHAHAHA ... His friend ate with, it was really nice and it was the first time. Awesome day!!!

If someone asks me if I could color her hair during the week, is it not her to say what day it be? I won´t call her a friend because last time I visit her and bf, she told me that she has no one to talk to?? THANKS A LOT!

Rest of the day!!

2009-09-23T21:32:00.003+02:00

Had a nice dinner I had made lasagne with liver, it was still frozen even thought I put it in the micro.. So we ate oatmeal with almonds and raisins instead..

Emil love to learn to spell, so I wrote some words down and some of them, he could pronounce the syllable AWESOME and some I had to pronounce first.

Pew haven´t been to the gym for 2 weeks, not good. I might do it tomorrow. I really need to get started;O)

Tomorrow I´m going to have one more kid home from kindergarden, because his parents are going to a funeral!! Its great I can do something in return after she helped out monday;O) Yes the kids can play awesome;O) twice a week...

Another Job Interview

2009-09-23T16:53:00.004+02:00

YES on my way to pick up Emil, my phone called;O)It was the head of a kindergarten which I have sought work in.. On Monday at 2.30pm.. YES YES YES YES YES.. At first I thought that I had not written that I was a single mother in the application, so I checked when I came home. I did.. Amazing!!!So cross your fingers for me!!
A little funny they call me call on Monday when the search time is about 2 days..

My son had a nice day at the kindergarden, they had been at the movies and it was Emil first time at the movies!! He liked it and I´m so glad he came along!!

S. came and told me that Emil didnt want to put his jacket on!! She has absolutely no idea how to speak to him!! I told him that it was fall, getting colder and you need to put a jacket on or els you get cold and a cold.. I think he understood.. I have no problems with him putting his jacket on..ODD
I think she give up and not trying!!
A bit annoying...

Next Step

2009-09-23T12:55:00.003+02:00

So now I will announce migledig labor will be able to get money from my A-box and hopefully they can help me find a job. Print out my salary notes for the last 14 months and my printer ran out of ink and I don´t have money to buy new. SO I have to find one who can help me. ASked a friend and my ex!!

I really want to work, I also called to another place and asked if they need a substitute.. Hopefully I will hear from them this week..

I really want to work but I´m a singel mother... Is it possible that I can find one??

NO LUCK

2009-09-23T11:23:00.002+02:00

They just called and it was not me either permanent position
or maternity .. She said that they would have one with more experience?! Eh, I just thought that it was the angle .. But then ... : (
Some how I don´t believe her!!

I have absolutely no luck to find a job.. Sent 10 or more jobapplication since May..

UpDate

2009-09-23T09:52:00.002+02:00

Pew I didnt hear a thing yesterday so today is the day... Cross your fingers.. PLEASE

Last night I recieved a message on my phone, from a guy who was asking me to go to his party OCtober, 3rd. He told me she wasnt invited lol.. They are B-buddies but I think she has feelings for him where he is more B-buddies here and there!! I don´t know thought but aren´t going.. Don´t want to be part of it!! I don´t have his number on my phone!!

Went to bed early was tired..

No Call

2009-09-22T21:39:00.001+02:00

I went to the job interview at 5pm and it lasted 30 minutes. I thought it went well and they told me that they either called me tonight or tomorrow.. Seem like its going to be tomorrow.. Now Im off to bed KNight KNight Sleep tight!!

Good gut feeling

2009-09-22T14:23:00.000+02:00

I was out there and see where I have sought work and was positively surprised how big it is. I had applied for a job because it was in an SFO and had not seen the place ... It was So great and I had a good gut feeling afterwards.

Feeling Wonderful yet nervous

2009-09-22T09:53:00.003+02:00

What an awesome morning.. I had patience with Emil, sooooo nice and he really enjoyed as well;O)

He was really happy yesterday when I picked him up and we talked all the way home WONDERFUL.. so we did today;O)

On my way home from kindergarden, I thought about the job interview. I expect the worst... That they will keep asking questions about me being a singel mother.. working hours, meetings etc which annoyes me because I have already worked in a SFO before, also been to meetings and took part of others cooperative meetings with school, parents and other organizations... But yes they don´t know that!! So I have to be positive and think they don´t believe me because they don´t!! So I have to relax and no nagging... Pew not easy hehe..

Yes Another One

2009-09-21T20:45:00.003+02:00

Hm Sitting on my couch, missing someone to cuddle up with..
Missing someone who I can talk with... One who can calm me down... Drink coffee with.... SUK...

Yeah between being nervous about tomorrow and missing a bf....

I LOVE MY SON

2009-09-21T16:38:00.001+02:00

I told Emil about the job interview nd he was going to be with his friend from kindergarden... Told him if I got this job then unfortunately he couldnt go to handball!! which I think sucked.. So he wasnt going today we were just enjoying ourself and then he gave me the biggest hug and a big kiss told me he loved me and went upstairs to play hahahaha...

I found an Angel

2009-09-21T16:28:00.002+02:00

Yes I found someone who will pick him up and look after him while I´m at the job interview PEW... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU:O)
It looked soo impossible and then we met her and her son near where we live;O) Her son and Emil go to the same kindergarden.. They live on the same street..
I told her and she offered to help out SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET of her!!
So she will pick them up so they can play and then when I´m done with the job interview then I willpick him up!!

So now I´m nervous CHEESE it isnt easy!!!

BE POSITIVE BE POSITIVE

looks bleak

2009-09-21T13:19:00.003+02:00

Today Im going to pick up my son at the kindergarden, he spend his weekend at his dad;O) I missed him and can´t wait to see him;O)

Well I was suppose to go to a jobinterview tomorrow but now it might not going to happen because its 5 pm and I have no one to take care of Emil... A friend of mine was going to but she is pain because of her abscess..

Right now I dont know if I can go.... I hate it and it seems sooooo impossible.. I have NO ONE!!

Sunday

2009-09-20T11:04:00.003+02:00

I called my work and told me ill. Sheep after yesterday where I was standing on his hands and had to do a somersault, where said crack in the neck and back. So I was affraid that if I maked a wrong move that it will get worsed.. Because I work with disabled and you can quickly get to make a wrong move..

So instead I Biked to a friend and her bf for coffee and pie mmmm yummi.. It was a really nice day sitting outside enjoying the weather. NICE!!!
I have never tried before to get a blister in the palate by the teeth. But I think I got fro the hot pie lol..

Later I went over to some friends get to see the NFL, it was Steelers and Bears playing... GO STEELERS!!

Because of the blister I couldnt drink coffee, so I told her.. She got mad I could tell and hear.. I like WHAT!!! later she put plates on the table and she was nearly throwing them on the table, really odd.

Later she told me what was wrong, I thought oh no please do something it about and dont get me in between I like you both!!

The game sucked, Steelers played soooooo bad GRRRRRRRRR and unfortunately they lost but as I said the game sucked....

Saturday

2009-09-19T19:24:00.004+02:00

Ahhhhh called in sick still snotty but going to work tomorrow..

I slept in and it helped, I´m feeling soo much better...

I got traded in and ran on rollerblades down there, I was quite knackered afterwards hahaha lay and then a film finished before I got the goods put in place ...
Got vacuumed and now enjoys CSI.... Later on its Dirty Dancing..

I´m feeling like to really clean the apartment... I will before Dirty Patrick R.I.P... Just alittle..

LOVE THAT MOVIE... But when you notice he is such a bad movie kisser lol.. But a really SEXY dancer!!

I love to dance and now something is wrong with my neck LMAO HAHAHAHAHA I´m no Patrick S... I wished I was a better dancer!!

What a Day

2009-09-18T13:41:00.004+02:00

So snotty so I slept in;O)

A phone rings and guess what... I´m going to a job interview on tuesday;O)YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES.............

But she told me on the phone that I will have 3 days at week till 5pm, so I need to hire a girl who can pick him up these days..

Now thats a little negative but have to think positive and if I get this then its a job and that´s where I wanted to work;O)

Its just Emil´s kndergarten who thinks he shouldnt have long days there. But its not up to them to tell me what to do.. Its annoying me..

I have a nod in my stomach because I am excited about this, peeeeeeeew... I want this but it means late hours, finding someone who can pick up Emil... But they need someone as soon as possible which will be great.. No more worries about money..

Im excited how Emil's investigation is going. I recieved a phonecall from his kindergarten just about next week, how long he is going to be there a day..She told me that it went well with the psychologist and she had already proved everything she needed to find out what kind of help he should have .. but it will take some 3 weeks due to other work until she tells us about how and how .. But it was what she said .. Then she told me that they were looking at a map and Emil told them that I was in Germany... HAHAHAHA and she thought that I was on vacation in Germany, from Germany or something but no.... I was in Germany in January to Nk concert and he was with his grandmother funny...

I called the psychologist and it was fortunately also what she said .. and told her that when she examined him in action he was on but the language he jumped from .. said that he did not bother, was tired and leaned across the table. But it would take some weeks until she has read through her notes and Samlaget everything about it was that or there was more .. So it could be what happened in the social .. She also told me that she is going to help him with his speech and the social:O)
I am so relieved but also Whew what if there is more .. But think positive and that my son gets the help he should have..!

I went to a friend to be creative.

2009-09-17T12:07:00.002+02:00

Well at first we drove to Panduro to buy some more creative stuff.

Then we drove to her house and got something eat and talking and talking.. It was sooo much fun.. I don´t know her that well yet but we are getting there..

She used to make and sell her own Jewelry.. Watches, bracelet, earrings, neckless... I saw all of it and it was soooo Cool;) Felt in love with her watches..

So after talking, cooking, talking, showing, talking and more talking, we finally got startet on our things;O)

She is making with pearls a picture of her niece and I can´t wait to see how its going to look..

I was making my own pearls and linked bracelet to Emil, something he wished me to do and now I finally did:O) Think its gonna be a gift for his birthday;OD

We talked and she told me a thing. It was acutally a little funny and surprising..

She was going to pick up her hubby at the airport so she drove me home... I WANT A CAR!! THANKS

I borrowed whole 2 seasons of CSI: NICE!!

So I went home to watch CSI but wasnt feeling too well so I went to bed early and saw CSI in bed AWESOME.....

Hard to hope

2009-09-16T20:30:00.004+02:00

Boo hoo I have sent 5 job applications and I´m not getting 3 of them:O( So I hope for one of the last two!!

Right now its hard to hope.. also because Im getting bigger and bigger:O(

Today at work was one of the residents who got cramp. Two or more races SA and SI. SA cried suddenly, however, do something, call after one or two .. I ran in and got called after I had pressed the correct number in the Crappy phones. Afterwards they were put her to bed SA came in and said that if SI would need to talk about cramps, she would be there? It was otherwise SA as panicked and not SI .. I said to SA that it was her who panicked and not us.. She didnt come with any comments.
There are not much to do than wait for the cramp ends and then get in contact with the person.. Afterwards they are pretty tired so they got her in bed..

Second day

2009-09-15T21:01:00.002+02:00

It goes well with Emil's investigation, he was focused for a long time. But the lack of language and language comprehension. Maybe it happens to Emil in a large assembly is that there are a lot of buzzing and he can not distinguish.

Things are going well at work. Has received a lot of praise because I know of lifts and have tried anything like this before .. They are known used to be very young and inexperienced.

1st Day

2009-09-14T17:25:00.003+02:00

Pew it was early this morning and both of havent got much sleep..

It was fun and nice at the sheltered care housing for older people, where I started as a substitute today;O)After a while I suddenly reconize one of the men and went into a little shock... He is used to have a wife who past away couple years ago.. His wife and my mom used to work together and I use to go there with my mom when I was a kid... He actually also remembered when I didnt speak with my mother for 7 years because I had a bf who had a daughter... He told me that she was mad at me having a kid.. I got a BIG hug and he asked about my son and how old he was.... FUN but weird at the same time....:O)

One of those who work there went on to say that I should perhaps be replaced for one which is long-term sick leave. I would love that actually but then they need to pay me more.. So I will see what happens after the 3 days I have been there.

When I picked up my son, he was so tired that he could not run with the scooter home. So I was glad that I had my bike, he could sit on..
I´m also quite tired and would like to see a movie with Emil and then he choose Teletubbies: O (

We are going to bed early thats for sure!!

Sunday

2009-09-13T20:03:00.004+02:00

Im soo glad we didnt go to Bonbonland pew, slept too long and not much patience today as well!!

But I have to think positive, Which I always have to do.

Today we had acted in finally;O)

Recieved a phonecall from my dads gf, she arent that nice.. She is nagging and is soooooo jealous about my dad and I. I think for no reasons.. I grew up without my dad, my parents split when I was about 3 and he got back in my life when I was expecting Emil.. I finally have contact with him and the only thing she is doing is nagging... I really trying and actually thinks its going the right way and then I meet with my dad and he tells me that she is still nagging about me!!
I give her time as I always has and then met with my dad whenever he can without she is there...

My fear is that my son has autism!! yeah its a fear and when I read or watch videos with kids with autism, some of them reminds me of Emil.. I will probably know before Chritmas... its horrible to wait this long and really dont know how I will react if he is an autist:O(

Sleeping

2009-09-12T18:38:00.008+02:00

What a wonderful way to wake up this morning, a kiss on the cheek from my very smiling Son;O) We slept in today which were nice..

We were suppose to go to bonbonland tomorrow but I can not see to leave because if we come home late, we come to bed late and we have very up early Monday .. We will just be tooo tired. Emil is going to handball at 4.30 pm and Im going to work at 7am until 3pm so its going to be a long day as well.

When we were eating breakfast in he living room suddenly something was knocking on the window, at first I thought it was Jack our cat but it was a squirrel LOL it has never happen before... Fun and it was cute..

While Emil saw movies I felt asleep, not a good thing, I hate when I do that!! After couple of hours we finally went in the shower..While Emil was in his room playing I vacuumed..

Today I have had no patience, yelled at Emil and crapped him:O( Ofcourse he didnt listening to what I told him to do.. I hate myself for doing this and I wanna change so bad!!! Also he is soo happy and really try and then Im just crappy grrrrrrrrr Annoying

We did not come to the store today, so instead we baked cinnamon snails.. Still no patience and it was suppose to be fun..:O(

I hope it will be better tomorrow!!

I have really thought about our diet and is considering starting to eat gluten free food and no cow milk because we both often have loose bowels.. I found a site and its really expensive so I dont know... I dont have much money now but it would help on our health!!

Its nice to have someone who can come and go......;OX.... GoodNight

Great News

2009-09-11T10:48:00.009+02:00

What an excellent start of the day;O)

Emil and I walked to his kindergarten not far from here, he used to run his running wheels but because it was taken too long to get his clothes on, I told him he had to walk... its not far.. But it was nice we talked about what to do when I picked him up from kindergaten. We are going to make animals/spiderweb out of chestnuts;O)

When we got to the kindergaten two pedagoes asked me if I had time, they were sitting and making something.. I had time.. Emil has small cards with his picture on
in different situations so it helps him to do things.. Where they suggested pic with things on instead of himself;O)Big step ahead.. Then on monday and thursday they were going on a small trip in a small group;O) Wednesday him and pedagoe are going swimming.. Friday going on a small trip with a pedagoe, where I told them that it wouldnt be a good idea because, if he is just with one adult he doesnt care about the other kids and thats where he need help..So I suggested that they bring a kid who he can get along with;O) They listening and actually thought this was a good idea..
So now they will make his days more structured and hope this help him.. I also talked with one of the pedagoe about that it would be a good idea, if they helped him to speak out when he can not be more. Instead he Burp and say dog shit, so its more positive contact than negative..
It was the most positve conversation I ever had awith his new kindergarden and Emil begun there in May when his other kindergarden closed.

Next week there will be a child psychologist and examine him for a few days to figure out if there are something more than just his speech problems.

I was sooo glad and happy that I called his dad to tell him this good news..

Taking a relaxing bath before I picked him up:O)

We made spider webs and after we were done, we hung them in his window he was sooo proud..

After dinner I made smoothies, apples and grapes for Disney Sjov, a Disney Show for kids and their parents;O) Then there were talent from Denmark we had to see, Emil loves it and we danced and had fun really lovely!!!

I cant stop thinking about my visit yesterday, where G and H kept saying that sugar isn good for kids DOH!!!!!!!!! Like I dont know, we hardly eat sweets here!!

And last its 9/11 so my thoughts go out to the ones who lost their lives that day and to the ones who lost someone... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDh_pvv1tUM

Visiting my ex mom-in-law and her wife;O)

2009-09-10T21:41:00.003+02:00

Today Emil had the day off from kindergarten because we were going to visit my ex mom-in-law G and her wife H;O) I havent seen them since Christmas 2006.

First we went to see where G was working.. She works on a school where she teach kids with different disabilities that others cant... She is very good at her job, and told me a lot about it maybe alittle too much. LOL NAH its really great that she found her spot in life.
But it was too much when she start to talk about Emil that it would be a great place for Emil and no one els could help him. I just didnt need to hear that now.. it might be a great place but for now I just dont want to think too much about it.. Just to find myself and figure things out on my own for now. I dont need people in my life who tells me what to do and not to do.. Im me, leave it or take it..

I told her later how I felt about it and I think she understood;O) we are gonna meet again;O)

The Time flies

2009-09-08T21:31:00.021+02:00

Im a mother to a nearly 5 year old.. We moved to a bigger apartment with a garden. I simply love it...

Im a lover hehe with someone who know my needs and what kind of sex I like and dont like!!

I have been to NKOTB concert, yes Im an old fan LMAO 21 years.. I drove to Frankfurt together with two other girls and it was fun... not used to drive, I find myself driving very fast... We went to meet and greet and I met them for the first time ever, I was soooo nervous but man it was awesome... The concert was speechless, loved it... We actually met them at their hotel before the concert weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
But man I was tired:O)

Saw the super bowl at a friends house Steelers/cardinals!! Steelers won!! Can this be better?!..

Seaching for a new job since I left my last job in May, it was an aweful place. But I was paid until September so I had time to get up again and find my self;O)
I have sent 5-6 jobapplications..

Im working as a substitute in a residential accommodation for adults with disabilities, I really enjoy working there and been there since summer 2007.. On monday I will start working on a sheltered care housing for older people as a substitute.. Its my very first time working with older people so Im looking forward to it.

Been to the Roskilde Festival with 2 friends and my cousin, it was awesome. I heard: Cold PLay, Pet shop Boys, Oasis, Madness, Volbeat, Grace Jones, Tim Christensen...

We got another cat named Garfield, he is from May, 1st.

Its been a vey stressful summer for me and my son.. No job, no patient, very negative thoughts and I could go on... Just what I have been throught was eating me up inside until reasonly.. Where I made up my mind to be more positive (what doesnt kill ya make you stronger)and thats what Im going to do. Be trur to yourself.

I haven´t spoken with my mother for nearly 2 months. Since I told her to respect my home, my life and choices. My cousin who was like a sister to me, who knew me well.. Disrespected me as well.. and enough is enough...
I met a person to Nk concert and she could never made up her mind, let me believe something.. Nagging about others, how they spend their money, choices and how they looked...Coming from a not skinny person.. I became like her and I didnt liked who I was becoming so I cut our contact.. Well I guess we werent friends..
I dont feel sad about it anymore, I made a choice and this is whats best for me. Be true..

I have also gain weight and wants to loose 10 kg.. So I started fitness, just running.. So far I have done it 3 times a week.. Really nice.. But havent lost a thing. But just get in shape will be perfect;O)

My ex and I are getting a long better than we have been in a long time, we can actually talk about Emil without being annoyed/mad at each other.. I guess time heals all wounds with our disagrement we used to have about our son and actually agree to do the same to help our son..

September

2007-09-01T23:27:00.001+02:00

Meeting at work planning my work with my Kindergarten class for an year..

A parent from work asked me if I was interested to be helping out in gymnastic, they needed a helper either it was kids age 3-4 or babies with their parents.. and I could bring Emil if I wanted to. so I thought what would be the best day and thought about mondays, where I have Emil.. So I told her that I wanted to help out and the best day is mondays. Every Monday from 4.30pm till 5.30pm.
So there was a meeting where we could see and hear about the equipment to use to gymnastic but I had to leave because Emil´s diaper was soaking wet and I didnt bring any extra diaper or clothes so I had to go home.. I was mad because I wet diaper means he hasnt been changed for many hours grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr:O(

Hockey Tournament for kids at work 3. grade girls won GOLD!!!! and 2-3.grade boys won Gold A huge Congrats!!

Went at the movies with my sister to see Fracture.

I went to visit my old neighbours who live on the street next to mine... It was fun they are really funny and crazy to be with.. I dont know them too well yet but seem to be some nice people.

Then at work Julie and I had talk about to make something with kids after we had danced with the girls. This time is should be both for the girls and the boys..

August

2007-08-01T01:04:00.000+02:00

Emil, my cousin his aunt and I went to zoo zity just to look around..

Together with Godmother Rikke we went to the zoo the weather were nice and there were a lot of people waitng in line outside but it was okay inside... walked around and had a really nice time for 5 hours. We saw baby tigers cute. sealion had a baby too.

Went to visit my aunt and uncle.. went for a walk with the dog to the beach were we found rocks with holes.. which brings luck. Emil played in the garden with vivi my aunt and the dog Ally McBeal.. went home pretty late and it was really nice that we could do that!!!

Emil and I riding on my bike to the Roskilde Habour for an icecream..

We also went to visit my friend Lisbeth, her husband og 2 kids... So we drove to the forrest near by for a walk and Emil and Christian they had soo much fun running around.. Chrisian felt and Emil walked over to comfort him and help him getting up... Stayed for supper!!

Then we went swimming in Roskilde Swimming Bath.. Emil enjoyed it very much!!

My friend Tina and her bf just moved into a house not far from here so Emil and I went to visit them to see their new house really awesome with a gardenwith too many flowers, plants and trees LOL so much to do but it theirs. Congrats!

Together with Godmother Rikke we went to BonBonland.. It was both Emil but also my first time there and I was positive surprised;O) Emil wanted to try everything so he did except for the things which were for adults!! Stayed couple of hours and we are definitely going next year...

We took the bus out of Roskilde to visit my friend Britta her fiance and their kid Phillip!! We were outside in their garden pretty nice!! Emil and I went in their swimming pool and Emil played with the water.. He enjoyed being there!! Stayed for supper...

And that was our summer vacation so awesome!!

For some time now I have thought about getting a cat.. and suddenly there were a notice with someone giving kittens away.. I thought, I called and suddenly Emil and I were on our way to get our new kitten... We found a grey/black stribed male.. Went home with him... Then we had to find a name so Emil tought of Trigger, tiger and Mickey.... Cute names thought but our cat ended up named Jack Sparrow!! yep my choice!!

Its going fine between Emil and Jack!!

One day I picked up Emil from day nursery it was right after our summer vacation.. Someone from there came over to me and say how wonderful it was that Emil could speak more now than he did before and there was a big change!! Now he really could and wanted to.. yes of course I thought he has been together with his parents and he just needed time!! We have got remedial teacher for Emil so now he has an adult who has time to be with him..

There were a run in Roskilde. I went together with some from work we were runing 5 km. So last time I was running I run 39:36 and this time 37:06 YES it was better than last time unbelievable!!! I thought I couldn´t do it better but I did!!!

Emil has been sick with fever...

My sister and I went out to party at Gabos.. Had soooo much fun.. and got a little too much to drink dont mix redwine and vodka. YIKES!! no excuse I suddenly stood and kissing a guy whom I have met before Lol and he was sooo young no need to mention!! I got his number and he went out to get something to eat and I thought he wouldnt come back.. Suddenly there he was my man of my dreams!! I went to talk with him and we had had great talk as usual about his jealous gf who was talking about that if we got together he would become a stepdad I was sooo surprised that she actually is that jealous, and other things...
went home at 5 am didnt felt too well.. He sent me a message Thx for tonight.. Remember to hold your head up even thought it can be hard sometimes!!!

31st A Huge happy Birthday to my sweet sista love ya much!!

At work we had a summerparty for the kids and their parents.. We had jump castle, Huge puzzle with Bart in Cheerleading outfit. cirkus, Buzz thing and several other things.. the weather was bad but I think everyone enjoyed themselves..

July

2007-07-01T23:05:00.000+02:00

Went home at 5am this morning later together with Rikke we walked 15-16 km it was a beautiful day... We walked along the water to the habour in Veddelev awesome...

Someone from Borneklinikken went to Emil´s day nursery to observed him.

I went to meeting 2 days after at borneklinikken to hear about how it went!! My ex couldnt come and told me to find another day but he could do it by himself it was not my job to do so... I was soooo nervous and had a stomache..

They told a lot of positive things like he´s independent, want to say a lot but couldnt say the words, but he understand everything, he can play imaginations plays don´t know if thats the right word.. they aren´t sure if he sees the other kids or not.. They can´t say what´s wrong or not wrong with him so they told me that he was going to come couple of times 1-2 hours at day where they observed him and test him while we are there to find out whats with him.... I asked him if he wasn´t going to go in kindergarten but they said no its only for kids who can´t be in their day nursery/kindergarten so he aren´t that bad.. I told them at day nursery and she said that well she has only been here one time so... I was like WHAT.. She is such a B....

Went to visit Koglerne where I was going to work as a substitute so I can earn some money to my trip to New York!! I´m going to work there while Emil is having vacation at his dad.. Had 6..

Yes I´m going to New York.. I can´t wait its going to be sooo awesome and its going to be the third time I´m there!! I´m going together with friend Rikke who was so kind to actually pay the trip for me saying I shouldn´t worry about it and I have Emil... I wish one day I could give her a trip somewhere or give her among of money so she could do whatever she wanted to!!

Happy Birthday to Christian who turns 3 and Merete who turns 32 on July the 5th.. Hurra Hurra to both of them...

A parent from work asked me if I wanted to help out at gymnastic for kids age 4-5 starting up in September... Yes I would love to and I may bring Emil along.. Its going to be soo good!!

Went to visit Tina where we had supper, played games and had sooo much fun as usual!! We actually played Trivial Disney!!

Together with my cousin we went out after work (worked until 11pm) had sooooo much fun, talked with a guy who my cousin know.... went home at 5am fun fun time!!!

Emil went to spend 2 weeks vacation at his dad..

Pretty weird one day when I came home my mom had put my key in my mailbox without a word?!! She got the key if I lost my key or she was going to pick up Emil...

Went to the hospital twice to get my gallbladder scanned... First time he couldn´t find it thought it was because I had eat some liquorice so I had to come again so I did... He found it but it was to dark said it 5 cm long and 5 cm thick so my gall bladder is either full of small stones or calcify... that´s what he said...

Happy Birthday to Anne who turns 32 on July the 19th Hurra Hurra..

Visiting Bodil where we talked about life, work, education, men, family and so on..

My ex wrote me a message that Emil has been horseback riding on a big horse with his dad on his side... unbelievable balance..

Together with work everyone both kids and adults went rowing... Each adult had one or 2 in each canoe. It went so well out to the lake to a place where we had lunch but on the way back it was windy so some of us where rowing a long time at the lake until 2 guys came and we brought the kids to their canoe and one I work together with we had a canoe tied to our and we managed to get back where the others were waiting for us.. I was exchausted like anyone els... But fun and had a nice time with some of them I work together with!!! next time we should bring along a phone so we can get in touch with each other!!!

The last day before I began my summer vacation with some from work we went to The planetarium where we saw a movie The Blue Ocean. It was OKay too short..

2 days and Emil is coming to spend summer vacation together with me. Its the first time I have ever been away from him and I miss him a lot after being away from him in 2 weeks..

I went swimming together with Tina nice exercise.. Slept 3 hours... Britta called if she and her son could come by for a cup of coffee well it was coffee to her...;O)

Later my cousin came by right after work for a cup of coffee!! I drink too much coffee LOL;O)

Emil came July the 30th YES YES wonderful... 3 weeks together 2 weeks vacations.

First day we stayed home. Just him and me...

Then we visited stine and ida and emil and ida played and had fun...

Soccer/Learning Skills/Work

2007-06-02T20:33:00.000+02:00

So much had happen...
first of all Denmark played soccer against Sweden tonight and we were behind 0-3 and suddenly it became exciting 3-3 until Poulsen got the red card for hitting a Swedish player and then a fan ran towards the referee and attacked him.... What an asshole!!! So the referee cancelled the game and Denmark lost 3-0!!!! Damn it has nothing to do with sport!

Couple of weeks ago I asked how it was going and she told me that he understood most of what they were saying, he is not playing with the doors as much as he did before, he stills need to be alone with an adults. and when he doesn´t what his clothes on they tell him that he has to and that its their decision. And this I told them all along CHEESE:O(
But we are still having him exam so we are totally sure there are nothing wrong with him or what it is... But one thing is sure that they didn´t handle the situation professional.

Emil is learning many words and trying to learn the letters he is really interesting in them. So I bought some letters with magnets on. He has learned to ride his 3 wheel bike really nice. He likes to help out and is always in a great happy mood...
I´m trying every weekend he is here to go to our swimming hall to teach him to swim.

Emil hasn´t been much sick this year which is pretty great.. Even thought both of of were having a cold few days ago and I´m still snotty...

Do you know the kind who has to mention everything you eat, how much... How healthy and how your tummy looks, what you say or do to make them feel better...? This is how it is where I work. Its soooo annoying and I should say something and I will some day... I have to if I want to stay there.Also every pedagoge has a class and I have a new class who begun May 1st... And every one has something to say about what to do and not to do etc... Well they have their own class and I never mind my business in theirs so I wished they would do the same!!!!Don´t get me wrong its okay if they say something but only if I ask them to.

June

2007-06-01T21:59:00.000+02:00

First we Rikke and I went shopping in Fields and when we were done we went to Copenhagen at the movies where we saw the new Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End and it was sooooo good!! loves it!!

Went to vist my auntie and uncle I love being with them and they mean a whole lot to me!!

Emil went to the zoo with the day nursery and they told me that it went so well!! I was like DOH!! of course it went well!

Happy birthday to my dad who turns 61 on June the 11th...

A couple from work we went running it was a relay race in the park we have in Roskilde. You could run 5 or 10 km.. so my group ran 5 km. I was going to practise before but never got the time but I ran 5 km on 39:36 minutes I think it was pretty good after all..

One day Emil and I were sitting outside on our balcony and suddenly there were a baby who cried and Emil looked at me and pointed the spot where a kid bit him on his arm and like he was telling me that he cried too when a kid bit him!!

Few days before my ex calls me and tells me he is sick and ask me to have Emil on the day I´m going running. I say no because when I ask him he always says no.. he said I was the only one and I asked him to ask his parents even thought he already asked them... So he did and this time he told them why which he hadnt done at first stupid!!!! So he got his mother to look after Emil here at our home so he didnt got confused!!

Emil and I went to Phillip´s christning, it was really nice even thought Emil was abit (I don´t wanna be there, with all these people I dont´know)..

Emil spend a weekend together with my mom and her friends in a summer house. He enjoyed it very much;O)

Together with my cousin we went to Justin Timberlake and Timbarland. It was a real awesome concert which lasted 3 hours!!!

Emil and I went to my mother 60 birthday I went early home with Emil because he was just running around.. I asked my ex if he could come and get him but he couldn´t his gf was there so I took the bus to his place and took a cab back and stayed til 1am where Julie from work picked me up and we went out.. dancing and had fun with guys until 5am.

Happy Birthday to Rikke who turn 32 on June the 28.. Hurra Hurra!!!

May

2007-05-01T20:23:00.000+02:00

First day in May SFO closed nice;O)

Now its time to have my own class, I can´t wait its going to be so nice and finally I can decide whatever I want with them...

Together with one I work together with Louise and I have decided to make her (2nd grade)class and my class (o.Grade) friends.. We split them up in small groups with 4-5 girls and boys in each group.. Where 2nd grade help the new kids about rules and about going in SFO! Our goals are they are becoming friends between them and etc..

Lisbeth comes by for lunch at 12 it was really nice and had a great talk awesome mostly because in the beginning some years back we didnt get along!! But we surely do now and thats great!!

Happy Birthday to my sweet Auntie who turns 50 on May 5th!! Hurra Hurra.. I went to her birthday and had a really nice time talking with my cousins whom I don´t see that often!!

Emil zipped his jacket on his own!!

One of the things which is nice being a mother is to be outside on the playground with your kid and see how he grows and learn things.. And the same when you go swimming with him..

From may the 17th and 20th went to Dronninglund up north of Jutland...
Both my cousin and I were a bit nervous about it because my mom can be.....!!
One day we went to Aalborg Zoo so different from the one in Copenhagen.. There were a baby giraffe and a baby hippo. So cute!!

Went shopping in Aalborg..

Went to Skagen and to see the 2 oceans meet what a beautiful sight!!!

Ofcourse my mother should act like a child grrrrrrrr so annoying so I was happy that my cousin was with me!!

Right after work Emil and I went to visit Stine and Ida where they played and it was a nice time as usual!!
Emil was going home to his dad so he came to pick him up and for supper I went to an old friend I have known since we were kids.. We havent been in touch for years but when we meet on the street and did talk!!

Then at work we had Bingo where 2nd grade helped 0.grade with the numbers and it was real fun to see how they grown helping the youngest with the numbers...

had an arrangement with kids in 0.grade and their parents where they got together and eat and could get to know each other.. I was there too together with 2 others.. nice its a good way to get to know them...

April

2007-04-30T22:36:00.000+02:00

Bought a new phone pretty nice its a sony ericsson w 880i..

Emil, my sister and i ride to the harbour to feed the ducks and bought an ice cream...

Went out with my sister and one from work. when we got to the dance place a man stopped us and we had to show ID... I was like eh what... you have to be 19 to get inside and I was 33, my sister 26 and one I´m working together with she is 19 she just said she hadn´t brought anything so my and I were standing thinking OKAY!!!! Here we are two old farts who has to show our ID and she doesn´t.. I think I will take it as a complement.. but it wasn´t that much fun when we came inside it was cold and I wasn´t n the mood and had a stomach ache.

The day after I went to my aunt, uncle and their dog Ally mcBeal. Visit my aunts brother who live near by... Called my son o hear how he was and asked my ex what he has been up to and my ex didn´t wanted to tell me... I got mad and hanged up. I couldn´t believe this but I guess my ex was in a bad mood as usual... Stayed for supper but suddenly I have got pain right under my breast.. At first I thought it was because I was very hungry but weren´t sure. My aunt thought it was stress. I don´t know but it was gone about an hour afterwards!!! I stayed the night.. It was nice so I had someone, if it got worst again.

Few days after I still had some pain so I went to the doctor while my mom looked after Emil.. The doctor felt on my stomach and by the thing I told her she said it might be a gallstone and I was like what isn´t old people who gets them.. So I had to get my blood tested so I got one the next day and my mom looked after Emil.. I hate needles..

Had a visit from minna and nora... Nora is a girl who knows what she wants and she wants emil´s toys but now he says no!!!!! and doesn´t let her get him!!! Awesome.

Britta and phillip comes by and this is first time after his birth I see him.. Emil knew he had to be gentle towards him.

Went to Ikea together with Emil and Tina, bought few things...

Stine and Ida came by, Emil and Ida were really giddy around it was sooo funny to see and it was the first time they have done this LMAO Awesome to see... Went to our playground stayed for a while before they went home..

Emil, Rikke and I went for walk to the forest really nice and took a while I was sooo tired in my legs afterwards but a great walk..

Been to Roskilde Swimming Bath together with Emil and Tina... it has been a long time too long since I went swimming with Emil.. So now it was time.. It took few minutes until he felt secured and then he loved it.. Its funny because when we are at the beach he just walk out in the water without any fear!!

One evening after supper we went for a walk and went by to visit my old neighbours laila and per.. Nice and it was the first I saw their new apartment!!

In week 16 (April, 16-20) at work everyone were outside both kids and adults.. really nice and it was fun..

Gameday with Tina and Dea it was fun as usual;O)

Because my 3rd grade were stopping in the SFO we had a sleepover and I wasn´t sure it would be a good thing with these kids. I was right there were one fight after the other annoying and sorry to say this but I arent gonna miss them!!
Went home at 9am next morning great!!!
Went home took a shower and together with Emil and I we went downtown shopping and had lunch..

Emil has learned to ride his 3-wheeled bike great!!!

March

2007-03-31T21:03:00.000+02:00

One day Emil and I went for a drive first we drove by my aunt and uncle but no one were home then we drove by my cousin´s Henrik bakery but he wasn´t there then I called home asking if they gave coffee and they did so we drove by for couple of hours. it was really nice seeing them again!!! They just got some snakes and I hold one of them and it shit on me LOL;O)

Then our last meeting so far where the psychology appear she end up saying that because of the mom has success with keeping him at the activities then they should do the same... and she said the reason why he open and closed the doors were because he is bored so they had to offer him some of the activities he likes... and try to offer him to be with one person so its getting easier for him.
Finally someone who is listening and I was glad;O)

For my birthday I got a paid from a friend so we found a day to go out and eat.. Pretty nice;O)

Then some from work went out for dinner and bowling.. It was fine but I wasn´t that good at bowling... I like this guy well I guess I´m sold/in love been like this for a while but got no chance with him at all.
Its a long story... After flirting a lot and having much fun some months ago... We had a real good talk... Too good a talk :O( Went home right after.

A HUGE Congrats to my friend Britta who gave birth to Phillip March the 11th weight 2885 and 52 cm... Everything went so easily Lucky woman;O)

Right after gameday I drove by te hospital to visit them;O) He is so adorable;O)

Emil and I drove to kyndeløse to visit my uncle and aunt.. We went for a walk to the water near by. Emil enjoyed it very much he also played with some toys suddenly he did a forward roll... I was like wouw cool and it was first time he did one by himselves;O) then he took my hands and go up my legs and did a forward roll cool first time he did that too awesome...

Had a meeting saturday at work where my ex´s dad looked after Emil.. They went for a drive and had a real nice time which were awesome;O)

Mom and sister came by we had to arrange our trip a weekend somewhere in Denmark. We found a hotel in Dronninglund up north of Jutland... It was going to be from Thursday till Sunday in May!!

Went out to eat and a drink with the girls from gameday... nice day and great talk;O)

The day after I went out with my sister and one from work ... Had a lot of fun...as usual..

The day after my sister and I ride to the habour and got an icecream.... My sister having hangover after last night lol

A Huge Congrats to Merete who gave birth to a son 54 cm and weight 3910g;O)

February

2007-02-28T17:35:00.000+01:00

Meeting in his Day Nursery.. I was SOooooo Angry!! Because they said that Emil wasn´t normal and couldn't understand a thing they were saying!!!! It was a shock and frustrating because I couldn´t see it, he understood everything I said, if I told him to do things then he would do it. Like getting his clothes on, where he in the day nursery were screaming when they told him to get his pants on where they then changed his pants for another pair, they didn´t tell him he had to.. He was putting the pensel in his mouth and drank the water... Which he never did here. and when they told him not to he didn´t listen and they thought he didn´t understood what they were saying... He was open and closing the doors but I notice he looked at the adults trying to get their attention but according to them it was something els...
So I tried to tell them that his parents just spilt up and boys are behind with things than girls. He didn´t had many words but were talking a lot but without meaning/words. I asked them to give him time and show him who decides what. And when they tells him to put on his clothes and he doesn´t want to then tell him that he has to... But they were afraid to harm him???? I was like WHAT???? Of course Emil didn´t understood a thing when got it his way with te clothes then why should he listen when they said no to him...?!

So Emil went twice to their speech teacher to see if he wanted this time.. At first which were in his Day Nursery he didn´t want to so I told the speech teacher that she come home to us and check him there, it went better but Emil was still insecure of what was going on.. She notice that she hardly had any eyecontact with him.. Don´t know why because I know I have and friends and family who is coming to my place has too...

I had to take the day off from work because I was sooo hurt by the way the whole situation were handle. When to my friends house;O)We talked about all the positive things she had experience... Like once both of us were there and when we were gong to say goodbye I hugged my friend and Emil to hug one of her girls.... And he also went to their rooms to see what they were doing....ETC

I went to my own doctor to get some help about Emil but the doctor talked about Emil still using diaper and he didn´t said many words... That was his worries...

Went to check Emil´s hearing at an ear, nose and throat specialist for the third time and he was like HALLO EMil´s hearing is normal!!!

Emil ´s granddad (my ex´s dad) came by for coffee and a talk!

Superbowl and I couldn´t see it because I couldn´t get the next day off from work BOO HOO!!

Went to visit my aunt and uncle.. I really love spending time with them;O) So we went to a marked where you can buy old stuff and I always find something I can use!!!

Emil and I went to visit minna and Nora from my parenting group really nice and many things to talk about with all the meetings with Emil´s day nursery!!

Ride my bike with Emil in his chair to my mom where we stayed outside for an hour playing on the playgrounds and there were some to try.

Went to visit Stine and Ida from my parenting group also many things to talk about as I said before. Stine told me a great news she is pregnant and expecting in September. A Big Congrats!!

January

2007-01-31T18:39:00.000+01:00

Had the first week off pretty nice spending time with Emil.
We went my moms 60 year birthday, where we went to the playground because he got bored inside, visited my old job went better than first expected, at the zoo with my mom, bad weather but the good thing were that there weren´t many in there, pet the camels and a horse they got loose quite fun. Both Emil and I went to the dentist, he has 20 and they looked absolutely fine;O) So did mine. We also went for a walk in the forest twice.

Going out with some from work Julie, Anders, Mikkel, Marc and Kasper a bit boring and I went home 2 am with a headache.

Gameday with a friend and one from work its always lot of fun and we try to do it once a month.

Emil went to a doctor who specialise in allergies... Because they said at his day nursery that he was allergic even thought I said he weren´t allergic. I was right!!

My ex and I had a meeting with Emil´s Day Nursery where their speech teacher took part and we planned that she should check him..

Emil went once to their speech teacher, they (Day Nursery) want to check Emil how much he understood because they thought he didn´t understand anything. He didn´t want to, I guess he could feel my anger towards the whole situation.

Ikea, Out For Lunch And Birthday

2006-12-27T22:27:00.000+01:00

I wish Britta a very Happy Birthday, 32. I hope you have a wonderful day with your family!!
Together with Emil and my mom we drove to IKEA where I bought few things I needed and more LMAO!! It was the first time my mom was there... My mom wanted to buy lunch for us so we drove to Roskilde to Bella Napoli it was really nice and I droved her home right after... Went home and right after supper we drove to my friend britta´s birthday and stayed couple of hours really nice!!!

2nd Christmas Day

2006-12-26T22:21:00.000+01:00

Emil and I went with my ex to his dad for soup... my ex´s moms were coming too. After we eat soup we went for a walk in the forrest near by and it was really nice and awesome weather... Afterwards we went home for pancakes with icecream....
Stayed couple of hours and it was soo nice that I was invited!!

Back Home

2006-12-25T22:18:00.000+01:00

We drove home right after breakfast I just wanted to go home with all our new things...
But it was a nice Christmas where we were 12 people pretty nice!
I´m not good with smoke so when we got home we took a shower and I did the laundry it was smelling of smoke and food!!!

Merry Christmas

2006-12-24T22:10:00.000+01:00

I wish Everyone A Merry Christmas...

I went with my ex and Emil to Ejby at his moms... We were about 12 people..
We tried to get Emil to take his nap so he would be ready for later but nope he didn´t wanted to sleep.. We tried through the movie Cars. Saw Chistmas Dinner at 4pm which is a tradition to watch!! Emil was doing just fine afterwards until we weer going to eat he could and he was crying so we end up laying him down so he could sleep and only few minutes went by and he was sleeping.. he got alittle hours until we were done eating then we got ready to dance around the Christmas Tree. And Emil was with us and tried to sing few songs with us lol;O)
Afterwards we were opeining gifts and he and I got sooo many... really nice...
He got clothes, books, toys etc and I got perfume, book, clothes, gifts token, games etc
Emil came in bed at 10pm.. and slept until around 9am!!!
When Emil went to bed, the rest of us went around the table to play a game where everyone had brought a gift.. So we played with dice and when you got a 6th you exchanged gifts... A lot of fun...

The Day Before Christmas...

2006-12-23T22:07:00.000+01:00

My ex , Emil and I drove to the forrest for a walk.. It was pretty nice and nice weathers..
Els just relaxed and had a nice day!!!

Exchange Christmas Gifts..

2006-12-22T21:57:00.000+01:00

First met with Rikke to buy lunch then we went home and had lunch and exchange Christmas Gifts...

Later we went at my mom for dinner and to exchange Christmas gifts.. First as usual Emil wanted to go home until he has been there for a while.. But he walked around with his booths on eating few cookies and had a nice time;O) I looked at some pictures from when I was a kid same age as Emil but aren´t sure its me he looks alike....
Stayed couple of hours before we drove home, after a really nice time;O)

Allergy

2006-12-20T21:47:00.000+01:00

We my ex and I went with Emil to Specialist in allergy because they say in his day nursery that they think he has food allergy!!!
We talked and he told us that we had to take a bloodtest for couple of things to find out that way if Emil is allergic to some sort of food...
We went to take some bloodtest and Emil went in to panic because we had to hold him and the nurses thought the reason was because he didn´t like needle but it was most because we had to hold him....
I had take the day off... pretty nice so we just went home to relax and play with his toys etc!
Later my cousin came by to exchange Christmas gifts... When I came back from London she had written a letter and said she was sorry.. So we talked alittle about what happen...

Dinner At My Aunt And Uncle.

2006-12-19T21:15:00.000+01:00

Emil´s granddad looked after him while I was at work.. Emil was feeling better but took an extra day..
When I came home his granddad told me he didn´t wanted to take his nap Emil felt asleep few minutes before I came home.. So Emil got to sleep a little hour before we drove at the country to my aunt and uncle..
It was really nice as usuall, They had bought Christmas gifts for us and I hadn´t brought anything which was very bad. But emil he got socks with Calgary´s NHL Team "Calgary Flames"
and I got a Lucky penny key chain from Calgary..
Pretty nice and I saw photos from my uncle´s son wedding, he got married October last year!!

Game Day

2006-12-17T21:07:00.000+01:00

I had invited some friends over where we play board games, games and have a nice time...
My ex came over with Emil because my ex needed to do some things I think it was Christmas shopping.. But emil was here while the girls were here. It was fun and really nice!!
Ihad Emil because he was too sick to go with his dad... Chicken Pox! Emil was going crazy because he had sooo many and they were ichy...

HangOver

2006-12-16T17:13:00.000+01:00

Pew I felt aweful the day after being sick but its the first time since.... I can´t remember!!
At around 11am my ex came with Emil he was going to be here for an hour while his dad had to buy some Christmas gifts... I felt fine at that time and could play a lilttle with him..
A friend was coming but when she came I was sick and tired so I cancelled.. We talked about doing it another day!!
Slept couple of hours.... And felt just fine again and not sick anymore...

Christmas Dinner

2006-12-15T16:05:00.000+01:00

Christmas Dinner at work.. At 12 we began cooking 6 different meals with pasta salads and ordinary salad... We were done at 7pm where the others came.... We were about 25 people and it was sooo much fun. Between the meals we had a game, one with dice where it had to be a 6th and then you put some clothes on and try to open a gift with a plastic knife and fork and its until the next person who gets a 6th. Just before one of my colleague opened it, I got a 6th but he opened anyway but because he had almost no hair i got the gift token to a hairdresser....
One of my colleague had brought a bottle Absolute Vodka and we were about 4 to drink it plus we drank more and pew... But we had sooo much fun drinking, laughing and dancing..
I got sooo drunk and around 3am we walked downtown to a danceplace "Gabos" and danced until 5am where they closed and some of us went on to get something to eat and I was home at 6am..

Christmas Dance

2006-12-14T16:01:00.000+01:00

At work we had a Christmas dance for everyone, it was fun and with great music.... later santa came with goodies;O)

Hello

2006-12-13T14:21:00.000+01:00

I wish A Huge happy Birthday to my oldest sweet cousin henrik who turns 40, I hope you had a quite day with your family!! He has his own bakery Guldbageren.

Coffee At My dad

2006-12-10T17:21:00.000+01:00

Emil and I went to visit my dad... He was shy and hadn´t slept and of couse my dad´s girlfriend had to mention that:( gr.... But after a while it got better and he ran around without any trouple but I think that my dad´s gf didn´t like it.. But who cares; I try not to because we aren´t there for her but for my dad!!

Big Step

2006-12-09T14:06:00.000+01:00

Once a months Emil go to Baby Handball from 10.30am until 11.30am.. The last couple of times he had only play with all sizes of balls but this time he also crawl through a tunnel and walked on a beam, which is a huge step!! Great done Emil;O) and you could see Emil was sooo proud when he did it...

Sick In December.

2006-12-04T13:53:00.000+01:00

I wrote the day before I left for London that Emil´s dad was sick.. Emil got sick too and were sick most of December... First he was snotty, coughing, inflammation in the middle ear, Pinkeye
and last chicken pox.. And he wasn´t sick Christmas or New Years Pew... So now I hope and wish for that Emil won´t get sick for a long time!!!
I was sick with my back in 3 days after my trip to London. Emil was soooo snotty as well so he stayed home too.

London!!!

2006-11-29T20:49:00.000+01:00

Yes London.... I went to London with Dea from my work and we went from November the 29 till December the 3rd. We stayed on a Danish Ymca near hampstead. What we did while we were in London were... we went shopping at Oxford, Regent Street, Piccadilly Circus, Trafalgar Square, Soho, Amato on Old Compton Street, Notting Hill, Portobello Road, Covent Garden Market, Camden Lock Market, Euston, Hampstead etc.. I went to the Disney Store and Hamleys where I found couple of things for my son.. Also went to some others store.. Went to Covent Garden Market where I bought A Build A Bear with a message for my son... We we also went for a walk along the Thames River, where we went to Tate Modern, London Eye In The Evening but it was raining but you could still see the light!, Big Ben, Houses Of Parliament, crossed the millinium bridge, walked by St. Pauls Cathedral... Just been walking a lot. We also went at the theatre to see The Lion King it was amazing... We also went at the movies Stranger Than Fiction it was a bit weird but great acting from them..
We also went on an bar an Australian bar but only got one beer then they closed at 1 am:O( we were suppose to go another day but one day I got a huge back pain because we were walking sooo much so I had to buy some painkillers and I didnt wanted to drink because I didnt know the effect with the pills!!
It was a busy trip too busy i thought sooo many places on short time!! But I bought some Christmas Gifts for my son!!

The Day Before Leaving

2006-11-28T12:18:00.000+01:00

Getting the last things done before leaving to London. Which I will right after work tomorrow!!
But unfortunately my ex Emil´s dad is sick boo hoo so I`m really nervous about Emil but they went home to my ex´s moms;O)
Our flight went just fine... YES we are in London awesome ...

Swimming

2006-11-27T12:12:00.000+01:00

I went swimming with 4 girls, we are usually many more with 2 adults. But today we weren´t so many and it was quite nice. I didn´t went in the water and as usual I regret it, but next time I will...

Great Day Getting Ready For Xmas

2006-11-26T20:20:00.000+01:00

Woke up at 8am Emil saw some kids tv while I got ready for breakfast.. Then after breakfast we got ready for a walk to a small wood near by. Emil was in a stroller but also walked and found leafes and rocks...
When we got home he was tired, had lunch and I lay him for his nap.. But he wouldn´t sleep!!! So he got up and we decorated up for Christmas look beautiful, watched Love Actually
I simply love that movie, In the end Emil was close to fall asleep but didn´t. Had Risengrod for supper nice and tasty;O) Emil painted a Painting today and I´m going to hang it on my wall!!

There are 3 days left before I´m leaving for London.....
Few weeks before my date!!

OverSlept

2006-11-25T20:11:00.000+01:00

Lol I thought I had sad the alarmclock this morning till 7am because I wanted to get up early... But guess who woke up at 9am and Emil woke up at that time too;O)
We had less than an hour to get ready and on to Minna and Nora from my parenting group. We came alittle late but Emil had a good time and stayed couple of hours..
Had lunch when we came home.
Emil´s granddad came by with a ball.
Then Emil had to lay down and relax because he was too hyper. Did that for an hour and afterwards he draw and painted some things which I will take some pictures of and put them in my blog!!

LifeGuard

2006-11-23T20:29:00.000+01:00

From 2-3pm I went swimming with 16 boys, we me and a guy split them in 2 groups... I became a lifeguard October the 9th together with some others I work together with.. It was fun!!

Fire

2006-11-22T20:27:00.000+01:00

Today at work we maked tea over fire outside, while some of kids tried to make their own fire with our help which they didn´t needed much of they were soo good at it!!

Too Tired

2006-11-21T20:19:00.000+01:00

I went to pick up Emil at Day Nursery as usual right after work, and he hadn´t sleep as he doesn´t do some days, so they told me he was tired and I thought well he tired thats okay... We just walked out the door he begun to cry he was too tired Wouw first time he has ever done that!! When we came home I sat him on his bed and began crying he was too tired to do anything.. So I turned on the music and sat next to him, he was laying half on my lap and half on his bed then we went to get his pacifier and quilt.. 5 minutes and he felt asleep.. He slept 2 hours and when he woke up he got something to eat and he went to bed almost 2 hours but felt asleep at midnight!! But that was okay this time!!!

Ear Specialist/DyreHaven

2006-11-20T21:49:00.000+01:00

9.10am I was going to an Ear Specialist with Emil because of what they said when we had a meeting in his Day Nursery!! Guess what he has a normal hearing!! BLAH!!!! So I guess his speech will come real soon, and he does says many few words..

At work today everyone went to Dyrehaven.
We had rented 2 busses and drove from the school at 12.15pm and the kids didn´t know where we were going until we were in the bus.. We had split the kids between us, I had 12 kids 4 from 3 grade and 9 from 1 grade.. It was soo nice and we saw many deers etc I had great conversations with the kids, I really enjoyed it a lot... Awesome day!!

Home

2006-11-19T18:47:00.000+01:00

From 9am until 4pm I was waiting for my new washer and they came around 11am which were nice, felt asleep and slept an hour, took a shower and began to move some toys and furniture around in Emil´s room.. Also vacumm in my apartment and cleaned up..

Through message on my phone I end up telling my cousin to stay away from me and Emil because I´m sooo tired of her sending me message where she is telling me she doesn´t believe me and her comment about different things like "I just could kill myself, my friends or people around me keep letting me down" and so on... So annoying.. I did try to help her but she wouldn´t let me!!

Around 2pm my friend Rikke came by and we ride our bike through a small wood near by really nice, I really needed to get outside and the weather was nice.

Baby Handball

2006-11-18T18:27:00.000+01:00

from 10.30am I was going to Baby handball with my son and it was together with my ex as well.. It went fine, at first we warmed up walking in a circle singing and doing differnt things like jumping etc..
Then we played with all sizes of balls and it was soo funny both my ex and I are old handball players..
It was from 10.30am until 11.30am.

I was surpose to go shopping at City 2 /Ro´s right after Baby Handball but I still have a quite sore throat, coughing and snotty so i cancelled and didn´t had any money as well.

In the evening Emil and I were invited for my cousin´s moms and little brothers birthday but cancelled that one too, which make my cousin a bit dissapointed but I´m not well with throat and etc...

I went to baby Handball because it was with my son an important thing for me to do..

At The Zoo

2006-11-17T21:52:00.000+01:00

Today I went to the zoo with my 3 grade and their 2 teachers well 2 of them... went to the zoo at 8.30am and home at 2pm.. it was such a nice time when we got there we split them up between us.. I had 4 girls and they decide that each of them should choose an animal they wanted to see and I should decide too.. I choose the tigers, beautiful ones as always..
Walked around and 11.20am we were meeting the others... They played at the playground there and then we went home.. Great time and they behaved COOL!!

This is the 5th time I´m at the zoo since July 2006..

This evening I´m being creative....

Invited Over For Dinner

2006-11-16T20:56:00.000+01:00

Right after work I picked up Emil and went to his dad´s.. I was invited for dinner and I was like are you sure, are you sure, your dad is coming?? He said sure why not? and I said yes, Emil enjoyed it but was soo tired and later Emil´s granddad came by.. His granddad was there to take care of Emil while my ex went to a meeting..
While we eated my ex´s dad invited me on soup on second xmas day;O) I was a bit surprised but gald he did now I´m alittle excited what his moms says!?
When my ex´s went to his meeting I had a nice time with his dad (I mean my ex´s dad).
I stayed until Emil was in his bed to sleep for the night!!
Home to watch CSI and my pc!!!

Had To Go To Work Today But...:O(

2006-11-14T22:52:00.000+01:00

yesterday I called work and said I was coming today, I was feeling fine but guess who woke up with a worst sore throat and snotty...ME!!! I went to work anyway...

Emil was coughing too much and still very snotty so I called his granddad to come and take care of him, so he did really nice and thank you...

At 10 am I had a meeting with my boss about how it was going, everyone is going to have one like this and its once or twice a year...
It went well and we talked about different things...too tired to mention..

Played soccer with some of the kids, it was sooo much and I was sooo bad but who cares as long as we had fun..

Off at 5pm and home to Emil and giving him something to eat before we went to his dad..
Borrowed the car and drive to my mom to pick upsome booths for Emil she had bought today... and grocery shopping and back to my ex. Emil tried them on but they were too big so I´m getting a smaller size tomorrow.. Stayed for coffee.. Emil enjoyed it every much!!! and didnt wanted to go to bed, he enjoyed it too much.. At 8 pm Emil went to bed and few minutes after he felt asleep!!! And when Emil is here it takes him 1? before he falls asleep!!

Went back to my apartment at 10pm and went to pick up in Emil´s room so its ready for tomorrow when he comes!!

Well its now 11pm and I´m too tired and has a very sore throat so I´m off to bed;O) KNIGHTY KNIGHT!!

NightMare;O)

2006-11-13T10:58:00.000+01:00

Guess who was awake from 1.30am until about 5.30am.... Emil grrr I was really mad which wouldnt help much... It was soooo frustrating and I could just wait at that point I had absolutely no patient and now I feel soo aweful about it thinking what could I have done.. I know one thing I need to be more patient!!

We are both home I still have a sore throat and a cold and emil is snottty again and I found out why... because of COLD FEET!! Need to buy some new slipper because the ones he has are gettting too small..

I called my mom it has been a while since I have spoken with her been soo busy the last couple of days and she is working most evenings, so i called her and she is coming by later;O)

Awesome Day

2006-11-12T17:03:00.000+01:00

Emil woke up at 6.45am nice time sitting watching BBC Prime Children tv.. Then we got ready and ride my bike to his day nursery where his picture were taken... At first he didn´t wanted to go inside... I can understand that because I think he thouhgt he was going to stay there... Then a kid from my work was there with her older sister and mom and they were soooo nice, Emil was there when their picture were taken so he could see by himself what was going on... He laught and when it was his time they stayed and maked him laugh and comfitable.. Thanks for that girls...

At 2pm his grand dad (My ex´s dad) came by for pancakes and coffee. I did this for Emil because I saw how happy Emil was when his grand dad picked him up at day nursery when he was sick.. Emil loved it a lot and enjoyed spending time with his grand dad;O)

Fall

2006-11-11T19:28:00.000+01:00

What a wonderful weather it is today, raining, windy and real weather for fall, emil in the stroller we walked to the grocery store and he enjoyed it a lot, walked home and went for a short walk really nice with red cheeks..
Home eating lunch, afterwards we saw The little mermaid while we eated cookies and I had coffee... Emil was getting tired even thought wee slept till almost 10am his morning...He seemed tired so I lay him down for his nap and relaxed an hour then he got up, his dad came by and Emil was sooooo happy that was sooo great to see.. Then while we had coffee and talked Emil was drawing and when his dad left I painted some small paintings, I still need to do some more on them before I show them here!!

Home Sick..

2006-11-10T15:48:00.000+01:00

I woke up this morning with a very sore throat and ear.... kept Emil home not wanted to go outside.
My cousin came by and we played Yatsy, drank coffee and Emil draw some pictures.
Got a package from GB really fast, I ordered it November 6 and it came yesterday where I wasn´t home so I recieved it today;O)

Stress

2006-11-09T20:29:00.000+01:00

Feeling stressed out...I yell at the kids, doesnt eat like I surpose to, feel like I have no patience at all etc
But I´m finally done with the job application and its the last day tomorrow..
One less thing to think about..
I´m glad its frieday tomorrow having a class with my 3 grade.. They are having about animals and next friday we are going to the zoo!!

Doctor W/ Emil

2006-11-08T15:40:00.000+01:00

At 4pm I had an appointment at our doctor with Emil with his diarre.. First we waited 20 minutes and I could feel on Emil that he was getting unpatience, then when we went to the doctors room he begun crying and hold me tight. After a while he relaxed and I could talk with the doctor, I told them what they had said in day nursery and everything... She thought it was odd that he had it in Day nursery every day and not at our homes?! But I a reference to an allergy doctor, so he could check him better than a doctor...

Busy Day Visiting

2006-11-05T20:12:00.000+01:00

First I went to my cousin to see her new furnitures, met her uncle who was there to fix her tv etc... it was really nice to be there talking about the past which arent that happy but somehow it was good to let it out...

The last couple of days I have thought about my ex... yes I thouhgt I was over him... or he has changed or I have not sure yet.. But I also think if someone could have changed in such a short time...

But anyway I went over to his apartment and ...;Op talked and saw steelers play... I have kind a miss that a lot our evening/night where we watched NFL on the tv..
Really nice but this is just the begining...

Housewarming

2006-11-04T12:48:00.000+01:00

Slept in, pretty nice and I needed it so bad. Borrowed the car and went to the grocery, later did the laundry and then baked bagels...
My friends came at 5pm, Rikke, Tina, Britta and Dea..
Brought some nice gifts, it was very nice and had a lot of fun, we played a game called to the island I want to bring... Then the one who begins find something ex our letters in our name.. ex Rikke could bring a rose, Tina a table, britta may not bring a table but a brigde etc its a bit difficult to describe but its really fun to play!!! We didn´t go out later in the evening because everyone were too tired..The last people went home around midnight..

Odd Kid

2006-11-03T21:59:00.000+01:00

6.45am my son woke up this morning and it was pretty odd.. Because when I open the door to his room he shot it and jumped on the floor crying/screaming... I was thinking if he had had a nightmare or something but I don´t know.... It took a while probably some hours went by before he was okay again..Emil is still snotty and coughing so that could also be the reason..
Today I had to go to work so my cousin came and looked after him.. He went right after me hanging on my leg and wanted to put some shoes on and was a bit confused I think... So when I left he begun crying.... stopped few minutes after...
I came home he was happy to see me, hanged on me and thought everytime I went out the livingroom door I would leave him..I told him his dad came to pick him up and is going to be there for the weekend! No idea if he understood that but when I told him to get his shoes and jacket on he went to the hallway and we did so...

My cousin and I talked about making dinner together so first we went to the grocery store and bought English beef, potatoes, sauce and salat... Icecream for dessert and a bag with liquorice allsorts each....

Home W/ Emil

2006-11-02T11:25:00.000+01:00

What a beautiful sight outside....it still snowing, I love it a lot!!!

I´m home with Emil who is still sick coughing and snotty, I think its false croup sounds like it but aren´t sure so I will wait and see..

We have listening to music, sing along and danced... Quite fun as always;O)

Now I´m trying to move my furnitures around but aren´t sure how it should be. Trying to get emil taking his nap but still not sleeping taking an hour already, and he has been awake since 5.45 am this morning...

Okay just been in the kitchen to take some photo of the snow and suddenly there were a lightning and a thunder???? hmmm really odd..

Stupid day...

2006-11-01T20:11:00.000+01:00

First snow this fall.. but it dissapeared right away;O(

Today ex and I were having a talk in Emil´s day nursery because they were concerned about Emil with his speech, kids eczema and diarre... When they told me that they wanted a talk with me and ex about Emil and about these things I was sooooooo angry because... first his speech he says more than others not much but some... second kids eczema they think it might be food allergy but I told them over and over again that the reasons why he does and am like he is, is because of his eczema but they believe he has food allergy??!! Also because of his diarre which he only has at day nursery... really odd..
Then they told us something els that he is a boy who needs structure because he cries when things get differents?? I think its quite normal and its not that long ago his parents split up.....today he has been there one year?! They suggested a speech therapist, I was like eh what... he just turned 2!!

On the way home my ex said that he believes that Emil has Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder because Emil can´t sit still but the doctor told me thats normal that kids with kids eczema can´t sit still and they would be better off without clothes etc... But who believes me and I can say it makes me soo MAD!
Luckely I have an appointment at our doctor, skin specialist and still need to call our ear specialist... I hope they can prove him/them wrong!!!!!!!!

They called couple hours later Emil was coughing so bad and snotty.. So I called his granddad and he came and took care of him thx for that;O)

Application

2006-10-31T20:21:00.000+01:00

I´m sitting infront of my pc and is going to write an application to the job I have now... I´m employed until january the 1st 2007...
They asked me to apply for the job and written in a newsletter that they counting on it but I still have to write an application and go to an interview..
I keep thinking what if I won´t get it..Then what!!!

Another thing is that I like my job but because of the late hours then I thouhgt about seaching for another one where I work every second week.... But they are hard to find... So I have to think about it...

A New Time Has Come

2006-10-29T22:46:00.000+01:00

Hi, it has been a while since I have post anything... so much had happen..

July the 4th Minna from my parenting group had a girl at 3.40am. 3160 g and 48 cm Congrats!!!

September the 27th Stine I used to work together with had a girl Lucia at 6.21 am 3300 g and 50 cm congrats!!

I had a really nice summer vacation with bf and son.. but in a argument he broke up, throw me out and regret breaking up.. So I called the municipal and beg them to help me find a new place to stay... a week after I got a new apartment and told him and he tried to get me back saying he still loved me etc but I said no more... its not right no more..I moved few days after with our son... Its great..I´m great and feeling sooo much better;O)

Yesterday I have got internet sooo nice and wonderful but I got to seee many movies..

Happy 2 years old to my sweet son HURRA HURRA, went to the zoo on his birthday;O)

Reunited with my mother after 7 years and 6 months...

An Extra Day Home!

2006-07-19T20:04:00.000+02:00

A Big Happy Birthday To Anne K from Finland turning 31!! I hope you have a wonderful day!!!

I stayed an extra day home to be sure I´m all well. Not coughing too much whhich is pretty nice.

I´m going to work tomorrow. Its going to be fun because I have only 2 days left and I have VACATION for 3 weeks YE YES YES... So great and the weather here are extremely hot and I have sitting in my apartment since friday.....

So today I grap Emil tight him in his seat on my bike and we drove a really nice way throught a small city laying next byand throught a new planted wood or whatever its called... and then to the grocery store.... It was really nice finally to be able to be outside!!!!

Els Emil and I had fun with one of his teddies a duckling LMAO...

While I was getting ready for dinner Emil was drawing with drifferent kind of colors.. And Of couse I hang it up lol;O)

Emil till has alittle fever but I´m sore he will be well tomorrow. Cause the fever was gone yesterday!!

Sore!

2006-07-18T20:18:00.000+02:00

Wouw both Emil and I slept until 10am that has been a while since we have done that but with both of us being sick I guess we needed it;O)

I have quite sore lungs by coughing soooo much so I called the doctor where he gave me some med...
Not only that I have also headache yikes!!! and its sooo darn hot outside and I can only be inside that sucks....

Emil can blow soapbobles!!!

Emil Sick Too

2006-07-16T20:22:00.000+02:00

Sweet Cousin M came by we talked, played backgammon and drank something hot even thought it was hot outside!!!

Emil was having fever, rash, the runs and he looked really tired and sick by looking at his eyes.

so we went to the doctor where he checked him and the doctor told us it was a virus so Emil may only eat: white bread, oatmeal, bananas, tea and coca cola (which we won´t give him). Then Pasta, rice, potatoes and yoghurt. What he couldn´t have were rye bread,milk, juice and meat!!!.

Just Had To...

2006-07-15T20:32:00.000+02:00

Even thought I felt terrible I just had to go downtown Roskilde at Panduroto buy pearls, string and locks so I could make necklace, chain to my ankel and a bracelet.

I was suppose to the grocery stores but had to driving home with Emil puha!!!

Emil was bathing in his little bassin, went out of it and said its okay you can back in and when I looked again there were floating small items in the water;O( So I took Emil for a shower and gave him clothes on, there were a lot and thin... So first I had to take all the brown items away and get the water out and then wash and clean it.. Then clean the balcony... Poor Emil.. He couldn´t keep it inside!!

Then I had to get ready for dinner I baked bread and maked a pie with ham and potatoe!! it tasted sooooo good and its not the last time I will make this!!

2006-07-14T21:02:00.000+02:00

I called in sick felt terrible... No fever thought but just coughing hardly..

Took Emil the day off from the Day Nursery. Because I had to bring and get him and that I couldn´t. His dad wasn´t home so... But we had a nice day thought and for dinner we drove to my uncle and aunt. His dad was away and was sick so I couldnt cook anything so we drove to my uncle and aunt.. It was really nice even thought it was windy we were sitting outside and that wasn´t good for my throat but it was my own fault!!! Went for a walk to the water beautiful and simply love being there with them.. Emil was playing with their dog (Ally McBeal) like the tv show lol....
His dad came home and drove up to us, he has been away for since monday.
We drove home around 9pm an hour over Emil bedtime but he took it very well and we don´t do this very often, stay out till late.

Girl Talk

2006-05-25T21:08:00.000+02:00

No work today nice.
Had a visit from a friend of mine Bodil it has been a while so we talked, drank tea and eated cake.

Birthday

2006-05-23T20:41:00.000+02:00

At work we were celebrating the kids from 2 grades birthday who had their bithday in May and June. There were 3 kids. Everyone from the clas went outside where we ate icecream and then we played some games which they have choosen. It was funny and the weather was nice.

Bilka

2006-05-20T20:37:00.000+02:00

The next day he slept through which were pretty nice. The others woke up at 6am and Emil and I at 8am or was it 9am I can´t remember.
Later Emil, Lisbeth and I drove to Bilka to see if they had anything we wanted to buy but there were nothing I liked. Better luck next time.

SleepOver

2006-05-19T20:31:00.000+02:00

We drove to visit our friends: Thomas, Lisbeth, Christian and Isabella and we were going to stay until the next day. It was very nice until Emil had to sleep. First we lay him in Christians room but both of them didn´t liked it and cried so we had to put the bed the one Emil slept in, in their bedroom, but no matter what he didn´t wanted to sleep and after couple of hours we end up laying him in the living room in a bed and us next by and guess what he felt right to sleep.

Cleaned Out!!

2006-05-14T16:04:00.000+02:00

To every apartment is a shed. We have sooo many thing which need to be cleaned out. So today was the day I did it. I could have a garage sale. I cleaned out and bf threw it out. Now there are more space which is pretty nice.

Later in the afternoon I visited Dea where we saw both Shrek movies and they are just sooooo funny and I have seen them many times and still loves them both.

Coffee And Cake

2006-05-12T21:00:00.000+02:00

Bf, Emil and I went to my dads for coffee and cake. Emil was not in a good mood being really tired. But we stayed for a while and talked which were pretty nice;O)

Nice Thing To Do

2006-05-11T14:37:00.000+02:00

Emil went back to Day Nursery with no more fever pretty nice. My Sweet cousin picked him up which were nice!!!

Grrr

2006-05-10T14:14:00.000+02:00

I called his mom yesterday where I asked her if she could babysit Emil here because he was sick. After Emil was hopitalized we agreed that he should be home and someone came over to take care of him. She said yes.
Bf was in a hurry and guess who called.... she did and said she only could if we drove him there. She lives a bit too far away but bf said yes and I said no! Bf got pissed and left me with his mom on the phone. She thought it was because I didn´t want her to drive him, what stupid thing it was because we agreed well I thought we did but he changed his mind that Emil should stay here!!! And she said yes to come over and then she call just before we both had to go to work!!! I was soooooooo pissed. She kept going going yap yap blab blab and I was okay I will find someone els you stupid..... So I end up staying home....

Home W/ Emil

2006-05-08T21:31:00.000+02:00

I stayed home from work with Emil being sick, still having fever.