Jep its mine

YES YES YES YES YES YES its mine, I got the job YEAH... First day October, 12 and personale weekend on saturday AWESOME!!!

So now I can enjoy the last couple of days and getting ready to work;O) Emil is with his dad so thats perfect...

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH...

Temporary and perhaps permanent job

Emil had returned and had bought groceries.

So should I just pass a residential accommodation for adults with disabilities to pay for the call because I had in May / June ..
But then ... they would hire me as a damn solid relief. Every other weekend .. Think again! ; O) Weeeeee really nice ... I signed all the papers and got 2 follow guards ... Well also I met one I know who I was in class with the teacher training college .. Fat .. It is perfectly that they will hire me as a solid relief, educator trained and wonderful with the work ..

On my way home I met Emil and one from his kindergarden on a bike Fun and really nice.. She started to talk about how bad Emil had it in big groups and so on.. I thought eh please stop it...
So when I got home I called his kindergarden and told them to tell her to call me..
She called me and we talked it through. So I hope it won´t happen again..

WhileI was writing this, they called from kindergarden where I was to a job interview at, they wanted to talk with me about my mail and then the personale fraom day nursery wanted to talk with me as well.. So I biked addition PUHA 5 km each way ..

They wanted to know why I was freestyle and my old manager said that I had very absence. My professionalism was very good but could not say anything about my cooperation because a lot of absence. In customs them what happen and that I really wanted this, to start over, a new begining And there are things that I still have to work with .. The good thing is that some of my question was in relation to my other work ... They told me that they really really really wanted me!! And wanted to give me a chance to explain what happen..
Of course, I began to cry, I am a real cry marie ...
Head and sous commander said it was between us and the others would not get anything of knowledge; O) it is good to know and the leader asked if I was okay afterwards ..
Then I talked with the two from nursery school .. Got the answer to their questions and I asked them about something .. So now I just have to wait to call on the leader they want me or not ...
It was good it could be done today and I hope they want me ..

WHAT A SHITTY DAY!!!!

Today Emil stayed home so he could get a nice long sleep after last night...

I was still mad at him.. We talked about it and he was sorry and promise me not to do it again...

So I had to find a painter who could come and do it ... Called two places and one of the sites came out and gave a price .. It was an okay price, so it was him and he already appears Monday .. Nice to get it done right away ..

So I called my new job to hear about what day I should start, though it was Thursday or whether it was last Monday .. Then he said damn that he could not figure out when I started and ended in the kindergarden I was from Exemption from work
in May .. Also said that I had to interview on Tuesday in the nursery and nothing was safe anyway .. So I asked if I would not come to staff Saturday anyway, there he said no .. I was just sat and had måbeløs .. Then I said that I was then sorry that I did not have the staff on Saturday and it suddenly was not safe. Then he replied that it was to ensure that no acid mine was?? really odd....
Afterwards I just began to cry, can we really be so bad ... Apparently .. But calling my union to hear whether he must be and how I must behave myself ... AAAHHHH

After we had eaten supper, played games and sang songs Emil and me. It was really nice. A good ending to a really shitty day and I'm just completely finished!

I NEED A HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes and What the F...

Then it was time for dental primer was a bit nervous because I had not been there long. But it went well, he said I had nice teeth and there were not many tartar when you think about it about a year since I last had been to the dentist .. No holes only a cleaning .. NICE!

I went to a job interview and recognized instead. But have shown only seen it but can not remember if I sent the application or something ...

Well, I think it went ok, hard to say, I'm not so good at judging. They said that they had to interview the 7 days and I would get answers tomorrow. Exciting ..
I looked around outside and a little girl came, took me by the hand and showed me around .. Sweet ..
Some hours after the manager phoned and said I got the job, they were in no doubt that they would hire me. So it was in the nursery .. I was thrilled it was just super nice, jumped up and down yes yes yes yes .. I said thanks and was delighted to start .. He asked if I had the opportunity to get to the staff Saturday how to avoid to get burned out at work, here on Saturday, yes of course I could its So Cool! He figured that I could start Thursday. I was overjoyed. So should I just hear him, so they put me in the nursery, which he replied to her as they had also employed, were not so happy nursery .. So PERFECT ..
I was completely up and running it was just unreal, now I had finally found a job and would not think about money nice.

Before I went to bed I'd just check to Emil and what met me can not be described in words ..
My first thought was .. what the hell has he done, he could really think of it, it should be done, it costs money ... He had su torn a large piece of wallpaper, the little L.. Well excuse me, I do not believe I was so mad before .. I woke him, called him and threw him downstairs .. Went upstairs to cool down PUHA ... What the hell happened just there for Emil?
I went downstairs and talked to him about it and he said that he came to it? I told him it will cost money to get it done and he had to pay .. He was obviously tired of it .. Because it was made it was not certain that I could afford to celebrate the birthday and buy a gift ..

He hugged me and said sorry but I was just mad and was ready to throw him over to his father ..

But I said I loved him but was incredibly disappointed with what he had done ..
Also, we went to bed ..

oH No

I fear that they already got one for the job at the kindergarden. It already happen twice for me. It happens sometimes that they have to beat up a position even if they have one. It was written quite quickly and there was not when we could start. Darm, I´m Never gonna find a job!!

Relaxing Sunday

Emil woke up 7.30am by himself COol but unfortunately I was a little tired, but went downstairs to turn the tv on, MGP was on and he enjoying watching it.

I stayed in bed for a while waking up, took a shower and went downstairs...

Had breakfast, then I baked brown oatmeal cake and American waffles.. MMMMMMmmm yummi. We were supoose to bake pancakes but it would be tooo much..

I felt like being creative but Emil didnt... but I made a spider for his web!!

I felt asleep darm, Hate it!!

Now Im thinking about the job interview tomorrow and havent much to ask about..

But Im glad that I spoke to the bank friday so I don´t have any worriesabout that..

Feed the ducks

Woke up early but didn´t went up until much later annoying, Emil was playing in his room which was a good thing;O)

Then we had breakfast and then we went to the park to feet the ducks.. Emil ran on scooters and I walked. Really nice.. On our way to the park we went throught the town and Emil saw kids had balloons, and when we walked by the booths where they had the balloons Emil went over by himself and asked for a balloon!! AWESOME.. He was soooo proud so was I..

We feeded the duck it was fun.. Went by the bagel store for lunch and home. Emil told me he had a lot of fun feeding the ducks..:O)

He was sooo tired afterward so we took the bus home..

Relaxed with movies...

When he was in bed I saw The devils wear prada good movie and saw the Uninvited, it was better than I first assumed!!

What a surprise

I got handed Emil, also acted in home and relax with some TV ..
Also, it was time to get Emil; O) So I did that on roller skates mmm, it's just as good on skates, yes sounds crazy but ...

When we next had come home, think again and guess who was coming ... my mom! Shock Shock... Emil was soo happy to her and she sounded sad when she hugged us so she missed us even thought there has been no contact for over 2 months!!

She stayed and we had coffee outside talking.. We talked about our vacations.. I told her that next year Emil and I are going somewhere its warm with swimming pool and everything close like restaurants. She suggested to go with us, I said yes but we will see!!

She stayed for supper and a smoothies!!

Odd how things suddenly can turn into something different!

Its friday and that means its weekend!! HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND

What a day

Really lovely morning with Emil; O)

Ex'en should borrow the bath because he has no hot water, then drove him home ..

Then called my dad and I invited him for coffee .. We talked and it was really nice .. Imagine her boyfriend is still very jealous not only for me but also on other female. The woman is 71 and my father is 63?!

While my dad was there I got my goods from sartorvet.com but it was only fish and I had ordered more but grrrrrr. Called and he would try to send it tomorrow. He better, I need the groceries.

So I had to get Emil and his buddy at the kndergarden.. Whe we came home they got something to eat, they were prety hungry..
Then they were playing, grouped, danced and had fun. Then they saw a movie Finding Nemo .. When I asked if he would eat with, he asked about when Emil's father came, if he came late .. HEHE I told then that his father and I didn´t lived together, well then he would like to HAHAHAHAHA ... His friend ate with, it was really nice and it was the first time. Awesome day!!!

If someone asks me if I could color her hair during the week, is it not her to say what day it be? I won´t call her a friend because last time I visit her and bf, she told me that she has no one to talk to?? THANKS A LOT!

Rest of the day!!

Had a nice dinner I had made lasagne with liver, it was still frozen even thought I put it in the micro.. So we ate oatmeal with almonds and raisins instead..

Emil love to learn to spell, so I wrote some words down and some of them, he could pronounce the syllable AWESOME and some I had to pronounce first.

Pew haven´t been to the gym for 2 weeks, not good. I might do it tomorrow. I really need to get started;O)

Tomorrow I´m going to have one more kid home from kindergarden, because his parents are going to a funeral!! Its great I can do something in return after she helped out monday;O) Yes the kids can play awesome;O) twice a week...

Another Job Interview

YES on my way to pick up Emil, my phone called;O)It was the head of a kindergarten which I have sought work in.. On Monday at 2.30pm.. YES YES YES YES YES.. At first I thought that I had not written that I was a single mother in the application, so I checked when I came home. I did.. Amazing!!!So cross your fingers for me!!
A little funny they call me call on Monday when the search time is about 2 days..

My son had a nice day at the kindergarden, they had been at the movies and it was Emil first time at the movies!! He liked it and I´m so glad he came along!!

S. came and told me that Emil didnt want to put his jacket on!! She has absolutely no idea how to speak to him!! I told him that it was fall, getting colder and you need to put a jacket on or els you get cold and a cold.. I think he understood.. I have no problems with him putting his jacket on..ODD
I think she give up and not trying!!
A bit annoying...

Next Step

So now I will announce migledig labor will be able to get money from my A-box and hopefully they can help me find a job. Print out my salary notes for the last 14 months and my printer ran out of ink and I don´t have money to buy new. SO I have to find one who can help me. ASked a friend and my ex!!

I really want to work, I also called to another place and asked if they need a substitute.. Hopefully I will hear from them this week..

I really want to work but I´m a singel mother... Is it possible that I can find one??

NO LUCK

They just called and it was not me either permanent position
or maternity .. She said that they would have one with more experience?! Eh, I just thought that it was the angle .. But then ... : (
Some how I don´t believe her!!

I have absolutely no luck to find a job.. Sent 10 or more jobapplication since May..

UpDate

Pew I didnt hear a thing yesterday so today is the day... Cross your fingers.. PLEASE

Last night I recieved a message on my phone, from a guy who was asking me to go to his party OCtober, 3rd. He told me she wasnt invited lol.. They are B-buddies but I think she has feelings for him where he is more B-buddies here and there!! I don´t know thought but aren´t going.. Don´t want to be part of it!! I don´t have his number on my phone!!

Went to bed early was tired..

No Call

I went to the job interview at 5pm and it lasted 30 minutes. I thought it went well and they told me that they either called me tonight or tomorrow.. Seem like its going to be tomorrow.. Now Im off to bed KNight KNight Sleep tight!!

Good gut feeling

I was out there and see where I have sought work and was positively surprised how big it is. I had applied for a job because it was in an SFO and had not seen the place ... It was So great and I had a good gut feeling afterwards.

Feeling Wonderful yet nervous

What an awesome morning.. I had patience with Emil, sooooo nice and he really enjoyed as well;O)

He was really happy yesterday when I picked him up and we talked all the way home WONDERFUL.. so we did today;O)

On my way home from kindergarden, I thought about the job interview. I expect the worst... That they will keep asking questions about me being a singel mother.. working hours, meetings etc which annoyes me because I have already worked in a SFO before, also been to meetings and took part of others cooperative meetings with school, parents and other organizations... But yes they don´t know that!! So I have to be positive and think they don´t believe me because they don´t!! So I have to relax and no nagging... Pew not easy hehe..

Yes Another One

Hm Sitting on my couch, missing someone to cuddle up with..
Missing someone who I can talk with... One who can calm me down... Drink coffee with.... SUK...

Yeah between being nervous about tomorrow and missing a bf....

I LOVE MY SON

I told Emil about the job interview nd he was going to be with his friend from kindergarden... Told him if I got this job then unfortunately he couldnt go to handball!! which I think sucked.. So he wasnt going today we were just enjoying ourself and then he gave me the biggest hug and a big kiss told me he loved me and went upstairs to play hahahaha...

I found an Angel

Yes I found someone who will pick him up and look after him while I´m at the job interview PEW... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU:O)
It looked soo impossible and then we met her and her son near where we live;O) Her son and Emil go to the same kindergarden.. They live on the same street..
I told her and she offered to help out SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET of her!!
So she will pick them up so they can play and then when I´m done with the job interview then I willpick him up!!

So now I´m nervous CHEESE it isnt easy!!!

BE POSITIVE BE POSITIVE