Sunday

Im soo glad we didnt go to Bonbonland pew, slept too long and not much patience today as well!!

But I have to think positive, Which I always have to do.

Today we had acted in finally;O)

Recieved a phonecall from my dads gf, she arent that nice.. She is nagging and is soooooo jealous about my dad and I. I think for no reasons.. I grew up without my dad, my parents split when I was about 3 and he got back in my life when I was expecting Emil.. I finally have contact with him and the only thing she is doing is nagging... I really trying and actually thinks its going the right way and then I meet with my dad and he tells me that she is still nagging about me!!
I give her time as I always has and then met with my dad whenever he can without she is there...


My fear is that my son has autism!! yeah its a fear and when I read or watch videos with kids with autism, some of them reminds me of Emil.. I will probably know before Chritmas... its horrible to wait this long and really dont know how I will react if he is an autist:O(