Happy New Year

Spending New Year alone with Emil because of a Big Lie unbelievable..
This day spending with my son make me reflect over my life this year 2005 the good and the bad things... I know that I have to change in some way and reflect over my act towards other people... But its going to be help from others, no mentions but a change is going to happen even its good or bad!

Jeg har overfort 365 dage fyldt med mod, styrke, glaede, lykke og kaerlighed paa din konto 2006. Pas godt paa dem... Godt og velsignet Nytaar..

Happy New Year I´m sure 2006 is going to be a great year.....

At The Doctor W/ Emil

I was going to the doctor with Emil, at first I wanted to walked but it was hard with all that snow so I wanted to take the bus and had to run and then when I was near the bus just drove infront of me GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr I was really pist and What an assholes!!! so I called the doctor to cancelled. Walked home again.:O(

Nytaar naermer sig. Det er hjerternes fest. Du skylder mig ingenting men jeg kom alligevel forst. DU faar denne besked fordi DU er et af de mennesker der har sat sit spor i mit liv og som ogsaa vil blive husket i fremtiden.. Tak for det DU har gjort og for de gode ting du vil gore fremover. Du er et menneske jeg ka li. Glem ikke at denne her er fra mig...

Stayed Home

I was suppose to go to work today for a meeting even thought I had Christmas Vacation but stayed home with Emil because of the red spots he had..

I was going to the doctor with Emil tomorrow...

We went for a walk in the snow which Eil didn´t like because he couldn´t walk...

Later we had a snowStorm Wonderful and Beautiful...

Chicken Pox or.....

Emil is covered with red spots from his head till his toes well not his face.. we were sure that is Chicken Pox.. or something close... We wanted to wait some days to see if the red spots dissapear or....

Emil is walking with his 3 wheel motorbike made of wood... but its also small enought for him to use it..

At The Movies And A Promise...

A Big Happy Birthday to Britta who turns 31, I hope you have a wonderful day with family.... HURRA HURRA...

Together W/Rikke we went at the movies to see The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. When we were younger they used to show The Lion, the Witch, & the Wardrobe on the tv between Christmas and The New Years. I think its this one... I have also read C.S Lewis books when I was younger. So I had to see it and I think its a good adventure and fantasy movie and the kids were acting quite well GREAT JOB!!!!

Rikke and I were talking about that in 2006 we have to see more of each other than we did in 2005 because we have just been too busy and we have to change that!!!
A great promise we maked..

Manden ligger og knepper kvinden ret voldsomt, da han hvisker hende i oret: Skat, spred lige benene lidt mere! Det gor hun, men fem minuter senere hvisker han igen: Skat, spred lige benene lidt mere! Jamen for fanden, siger hun irriteret... Prover du paa at faa nosserne med ind? Nej, siger han roligt... Jeg prover bare at faa dem ud...

An Unsually Christmas Dinner...

Emil peed on his potty for the first time..... I begun potty traning with him for about a month ago but I´m not taken it serious meaning he is only 1 years old and I won´t push him to use it... Just givning it time so he gets used to it.. The first few days he cried and screamed and didn´t wanted to sit on his potty so I stopped and there went few weeks before I began again..
So now everytime he takes a bath he walks to his potty and sit on it without anything but its good and with time he will find out whats his potty is for..

We also went for a walk and Emil walked most of the way and before his nap we drove to bf´s dad for Christmas Dinner...an unsually one.

When we got and Emil were suppose to sleep but he couldn´t sleep and I think it was because I was in the room with him to make sure he laid down instead of running around... Emil was sleeping on the floor because if he slept on the bed he would fall down so after a while we went up and had pancakes, well I had some with icecream and sugar. Emil had one without anything but didn´t wanted to eat it.

So our Christmas Dinner were pancakes with icecream and sugar... Which were okay even thought my stomach needed something more healthy.. but didn´t eat many..

Bf´s mom, wife and their 2 dogs were there too.. We drove home after couple of hours, and Emil felt asleep on the way home..

To elefanter ser for forste gang en nogen mand. De kigger forst ned af ham... Derefter op af ham og kigger tvivlende paa hinanden. Den ene elefant udbryder... Hvordan fanden faar han sin mad i munden??

Spending The Day At Home..

Relaxing, went for a walk and this time we walked a bit longer than yesterday and Emil was sooo good...

En mand og en kvinde sidder ved siden af hinanden i et fly. Manden nyser hiver pikken frem og t?rrer den af. Efter 3. gang bliver damen forarget og siger styr din perversitet. Manden undskylder og fortaeller at det er en sygdom som betyder at ha faar orgasme hv er gang han nyser. Damen faar medlidenhed med manden og sporger hvad han tager for det. Peber svarer manden.

Merry Merry Christmas...

Merry Christmas to everyone who visit this site.....Have a wonderful one..

Thanks to AnneMette, Stine P & Simon, Stine - Mikkel & Ida, Merete - Martin & Isabel, Britta - Michael - Line - Sarah & Julie, Anne K, Linda - Sam - Anthony - Joey - Nico and Juliana, Tricia and Bryan Thank you all sooo much for the lovely card... Really nice and I hang them up for everyone to see... And I havent sent any out this year bad me, I did buy some but didnt write any;O( Sorry Guys but I do think of ya all this Christmas...

Skrive Julekort gor jeg ej, men jeg teanker altid paa dig, for du betyder meget for mig. Saa tro det eller ej, saa er det julen, der er paa vej. Og paa vej er ogsaa en varm hilsen til dig om glaedelig jul og godt nytaar. Jeg haaber, du faar lykkelige kaar, hvor end i livet du staar. Hilsen en, der onsker dig alt lykke paa din vej. Juleknus til dig fra mig....

In the afternoon bf, Emil and I went for a walk and Emil walked all by himself well I hold his hand.. but Emil walked almost all the way pretty good of an one year old boy with short legs.... It was really nice to be outside.

Bf´s dad came over to celebrate Christmas Eve with us, we have already celebrate it big time last week so this evening we were suppose to just relax, eating risengrod
and we had saved a gift for each of us... it was nice but I felt so sick in my stomach and tired so I had to lay down most of the time.. But could play a little and talk..

From bf I got CD with Eminem Behind the curtains and the movie Love Actually.. Which we saw a bit later in the evening and I felt asleep not because I was bored but because I was tired...

Christmas Party At Work

Working from 9am till 3pm..

Today we were having a Christmas Party with the kids and their family at 10am...

We began what we usually do... Singing GoodMorning Song and then the kids each choose a song we sing and when we are done with that we eat.

When we are done with that we usually do an activity like go for a walk, bake, go outside to play or the kids has to do some things for their motor function and fridays we have something called fridays Rock where everyone meets, sing and there are a funny clown or we do something els... but today we were having a party and they were all sooo exciteted.

Everyone meet in one of the rooms where we put a white dress on and a candle not a real one thought but the ones with light... Then when the parents were ready we walked around the Christmas tree singing "SANTA LUCIA".... Then everyone, us, kids and their family walked around the Christmas tree singing some Danish Christmas Carols and it was soooo great to see so many who came;O)

Then everyone relaxed, talking, eating Christmas Sweets and drinking something hot..

I was also happy to see how some older brother played with their little brother and let him play the drums, talked and hugged him... So wonderful to see..

When the party ended around 1pm and we were done cleaning. They were only 3 kids left and they took a nap.. So everyone met in one room, where there were coffee, tea, Christmas Sweets and fruit and when everyone were there our bosses came and told us that some of the parents had told them the party went very very well which was nice to hear.
Then they had a gift for each of us, it was a ball pen and a pencil lead with our names on really nice. I havent told that all December each day there were a small gift for each of us really nice and homie...

Because there were only 3 kids left most of us got to leave early which were nice.. then I could pick up Emil earliere nice nice nice....

Now I have Christmas Vacation and first going back to work January the 2nd seee ya next year lol!!!!!

Can´t actually believe that tomorrow its Christmas Eve.

Just Working..

Just Working...

Bokseren Mike Tyson stiller sin cykel uden for supermarkedet. Saa saetter han et skilt paa cyklen: DU FAAR TAESK, HVIS DU STJAELER MIN CYKEL! MIKE TYSON. Da han kommer tilbage, er cyklen vaek. Paa jorden ligger en lap papir med folgende besked: DU FAAR DIN CYKEL TILBAGE; HVIS DU KAN INDHENTE MIG! LANCE ARMSTRONG:o)

Just Working..

Just Working...

Den nyeste trend indenfor tatoveringer... At faa lavet en 100kr seddel paa sin tissemand. Saa kan man se sin formue vokse og stikke konen en skilling i ny og nae...!

Recieved A PhoneCall

Cousin M looked after EMil while I was to a JobInterview in a Kindergarten, which went better than the first JobInterview I went to.

Guess who came by with a gift for bf,Emil and me... and he came all by himselves... I´m in a stage of chock.....and Sooooo happy!!!
IT WAS MY DAD....and he stayed for a cup of coffee....

He gave us a gift cerfiticate to many stores in Roskilde. Pretty big of him and thanks a lot dad.

Melodi: Juletraeet med sin pynt. Arbejdsmanden med sit lem. Ser at kussen staar paa klem. Aldrig har den vaeret grim, aldrig har den vaeret saa slem! Den skal fyldes op med saed, li´fra gammel til spaed. Store bryster kan han li, de er go´at hive i! Kore pikken op og ned, sprojte af den hede saed! saed skal alle piger ha´: Munden - bryster - for og bag...

Coffee, Aebleskiver And A Game..

Invited my sweet Cousin M over for coffee and aebleskiver, we played a game with letters "BogStavRebus", its like Literati W/ dices and a timeglass. it was fun and I won.

Der var rigtig gang i den, da den smukke pige viste sit stripshow. -Da showet var slut, hortes der intet bifald fra publikum, saa hun raabte: Var det saa daarligt at i ikke gider give et bifald? En stemme nede fra salen svarer:- Man kan sgu da ikke klappe men en haand...

Relaxing And Enjoying Ourselves

Went for a walk in the beautiful cold weather and just relaxed after yesterday.. Really nice to have time to relax etc

Naar natten kommer og stjernerne taendes, en beskyttende engel til dit vindue sendes. Vaagner du midt i drommens sode sus, er det min engel som gi´r dig et knus!

Celebrating Christmas

It was a week before Christmas and we were going to celebrate it tonight with bf´s daughter, his dad, mom and her wife.
Even this morning I was feeling a bit stressful over what I was going to do today....
First I did a little cleaning and got the Christmas tree ready. Bf were baking cookies in the kitchen.. Later we decorated the Christmas tree and Emil thought it was kind a interesting but after a while he was tired so he went to sleep.. Els got the tree ready, cookies and everything els were ready for tonight.

Everyone came around 2 or 3 pm where we saw World Championsship in Handball it was Denmark against Russia it was soooo exciting with yelling and jumping but unfortunately we lost our last Chance to win something big;O( But we had a nice time and maked a bet about who won and how much and it was my bf who got closets result and won some money;O) While we watched the game I was making Christmas Dinner ready.

We eat Christmas Dinner around 5.30pm and guess who woke up from his nap Emil... Which were quite great he had slept this long so he could stay up late.

Our Christmas Dinner were roasted Pork W/ Sweet Potatoes, white potatoes, red cabbage etc. and it went very well and it tasted quite good but I only eated one portion, didnt felt so hungry. Emil didnt wanted to eat anything so we gave him some time since he just woked up.

Did the dished and went in the kids room and bf lighted the candles on the Christmas Tree and we went into the living room where a beuatiful sight met us.. We sang and danced around the Christmas tree it was sooo funny because Emil held mine and his dad´s hand and walked around the tree with us..

Then one by one opened a gift, we opened few each one and then we went to the kitchen where we eat "Ris A La Mande" which bf´s mom had made. It was sooo good. In the Ris A La Mande were 2 big almosnd and those two who got them got a gift.
First bite I took were one of them but I didnt said a thing until after few minutes my bf said he got it and then I said well so did I... So he got a game with letters and I got a gift cerfiticate to a book store great and not bad at all.
Emil liked Ris A La Mande..

Afterwards we maked coffee and brought all the Christmas sweet on the table. Then one by one open one gift at a time..

Here is what I got:
From Emil: Triominas.
From bf: DKNY Watch, gift cerfiticate to a lingerie store Femilet and Parfume light blue.
From his dad: Triominas, Daddy´s Little Girl and Before I Say GoodBye By Mary Higgins Clark. Earrings, and Parfume light blue.
From His Mom and wife: Wine Glasses and carafe for wine from Rosendahl and a bottle of red wine.

As you can read I got some of the same which I had to change for something els which we did few days later.

Els we relaxed, enjoyed our gifts and I was tired. Emil went to bed at 10pm.. and we did many hours later..

This evening turned out to be nice even thought I wasnt in the Christmas mood..

Et morgenknus sendes ud, det har en mening og et maal, at varme dit hjerte og naa dig for dagen for alvor begynder. Ha´en go´da´. Du er i mine tanker..

Day Off Christmas Shopping...

I was suppose to go to work but then there were too much to do before celebrating Christmas the next day...So I took the day off, also because bf had to take of someone who was sick...
First at 8am I went to the dentist with Emil it went just fine we brush he teeths very well and are only missing 4 teeth before he has them all, and afterwards went to Ro´s Torv for Christmas gifts the last ones... We met my sweet Cousin M and began with a hot cup and buns for Emil.. Then while we were in the stores Emil walked around 1 and a half just enjoying explore everything which were nice and when we were done he was tired and we drove home and he took a nap. And I was ready for tomorrow...


Advarsel! Nu har jeg gaaet med det lyserode armbaand "Stot brysterne" i 3 uger... Og de haenger stadig! Lortet virker altsaa ikke!.

Just Working

Just Working

Dyrene i Noahs Ark fik lov at holde en fest paa betingelserne af at de alle afleveret deres konsorganer i garderoben.. Musefar dansede lystigt med sin kone og hviskede i hendes ore: Jeg har en overraskelse til dig bagefter. Hvad er det skat, spurgte Musemor. Jeg har byttet garderobe nummer med elefanten...

Just Working

Just Working...

Konen kommer ind til manden i badet. Sig mig, staar du og onanerer?! Manden: Hva fanden, maa man nu ikke selv bestemme hvor hurtig man vasker sin pik....

At The Movies...

A Big Happy Birthday To Henrik my oldest Cousin who turns 39.... I hope you have a wonderful day;O) One year left before you turn 40!!!

Didnt went at the movies last week so instead we did it today... We saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and it was really good.... Bought a lot of sweets and enjoyed the movie.....

Ting vi tror, naar vi er stive (desvaerre): 1. Vi er sgu da ikke fulde, ka sagtens drikke mere. 2. Gud hvor ser vi godt ud. 3. Vi ka danse salsa. 4. DJ´en savner musiktips fra oz! 5. Vi har en fin sangstemme og ka alle sangene udenad. 6. Tequlia? Det var en god ide! 7. Vi hviler oz bare lige lidt! 8.Det er for tidligt at gaa hjem, hvem holder morgenfest? 9. En sjofel sms, vil alle saette pris paa nu! 10. Der er ikke ret langt hjem, vi gaar bare!

Lucia...

Working from 9am till 3pm and picked up Emil well I stayed for a while to see the girls go Lucia and they were sooo cute and afterwards we went home...

JUBII.... Jeg kom lige til at taenke paa dig....og vupti, saa var jeg i godt humor.. Med andre ord...Jeg bliver saa glad i laaget, naar jeg taenker paa dig;0) Haaber at du maa faa en god og dejlig uge...

Visit From My Dad and his gf

I´m feeling nervous in my stomach because we are having my dad and his gf for coffee and aebleskiver.. Because after the way she reacted when I last called to invite them over... They came at 3pm and it went just fine.. It was SOOO good to see my dad again;O)

Nonne i et tog. Overfor sidder en rocker og spiser rejer. Han smider skallerne over paa hende. Hun samler dem op og smider dem ud af vinduet. Til sidst faar hun nok. Hun traekker i nodbremsen og rockeren siger: Du faar 1000kr i bode, din lamme ko. Hun svarer: Naar jeg raaber voldtaegt og de lugter til dine fingre, faar du ti aar din spasser.

A Visit From my 2 Cousins...

We had a visit from my sweet Cousin M and her brother which is my cousin too... I havent seen him for ages and it was the first time he saw Emil... Cousin M had brought Xmas gift and an extra for fun and that was a book with numbers and a teddy bear a cute one... It was nice to see them both...

Da far var gaaet paa arbejde, gik lille Ole ud til sin mor og sagde: Naar du ikke er hjemme mor, saa tager far den unge pige med op ovenpaa og... Hov stop raabte moderen, vent med at fortaelle resten til far kommer og kan hore det... Efter aftensmaden siger moderen: Saa Ole nu kan du fortaelle historien faerdig... Ja mor, i torsdags tog far den unge pige med op ovenpaa og gjorde det, som du gjorde med farbror Egon da far havde overarbejde....

Stupid Car and No Phone Number...

Today I was going to Third job cleaning but the car maked trouble and didnt wanted to start and I couldnt called by job and the phonenumber there were on Krak didnt work grrrrrrrrrrrr... Instead of going home I went to Ro´s Torv to buy Christmas gifts, I didnt had many days for that..

Here I was couldnt call them which I felt horrible about....

Went to pick up Emil after his nap and drove to visit Minna and Nora;O) Were there couple of hours.

Bush og Fogh sidder paa et vaerthus og drikker taet da en mand kommer forbi og siger: "Hva´ fa´en, er det ikke Bush og Fogh? Hvad laver i her?" "Vi planlaegger blot tredje verdenskrig." Okay, og hvad kommer den saa til at gaa ud paa?" "Vi draeber 40 millioner irakere og en blondine med store patter!" "Hvorfor draebe en blondine med store patter???" "Der kan du se" sagde Bush og klappede Fogh paa skulderen, "Ingen bekymrer sig om irakerne.....

Offered Full or More Hours...

A Big Happy Birthday To Jacob who turns 29, I hope you have a nice day.. One left for 30 haha...

Today I was offered 37 hours a week as a substitute, I think its going to be from janury but I have already about 30 something hours a week which is pretty nice...

Now its time to that Emil can crawl up on our couch...


You are 'Silent Night'! You really enjoy
Christmas, and you like your Christmases
conventional. For you, Christmas is about
family and traditions, and you rather enjoy the
rituals of going to church at midnight and
turning off the lights before flaming the plum
pudding. Although you find Christmas shopping
frustrating, you like the excitement of
wrapping and hiding presents, and opening a
single door on the Advent Calendar each day.
You like the traditional carols, and probably
teach the children to sing along to them. More
than anyone else, you will probably actually
have a merry Christmas.


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Stayed Home..

Yesterday I didnt eat a thing and because I didnt know if the food will stay in my stomach or what I stayed home just in case it would come up again... But it didnt and I felt sooo much better....So Emil and I had a nice day home..

En mand vaagner julemorgen og skynder sig, at vaekke sin kone. Jeg havde den underligste drom! Forklarede han: Juletraeet var dekoreret med alle mulige slags fisser: Barberedet og ubarberedet fisser, fisser med tykke og tynde laeber, fisser med og uden duft og paa toppen sad den skonneste og dejligste lille perfekt fisse.. Det maa ha´ vaeret min svarer konen?.. Nej! Svarer manden: Din fisse var blevet anvendt som juletraesfod....

Yikes

First I was working and afterwards I was going to Toys n us for gift for Emil for Christmas..
While I still was at work it all began feeling like throwing up thought it was because I was hungry, tired but thought it was because Emil kept me awake most of the night... So right after work I drove to Toys n us and after few minutes I simply had to leave and drove by Mac D and bought a Meal but the fries were tasting sooo bad so I only eat the burger and drank my diet coke and it was close to come up again pew.... drove back to Roskilde to pick up Emil and went home. I just called my bf and ended asking him if he could come home because I felt so terrible and he did REALLY NICE....When he came home I felt right to sleep and later in the evening it all come up but this was the only time I threw up...I slept all day, evening and night...

I was supposed to go at the movies with Rikke but had to cancell and I was soo glad I did...after feeling sooo terrible.

Maria i laden var villig og vaad, hun raabte paa Josef; Nu er jeg kaad. Josef gav hende en ordentlig gang pul, og det er saa grunden til at vi fejre jul!!!

My Third JOb...

Few days ago a friend Rikke called and told me that their cleaning lady at work was sick and asked me if I could come and clean the floors, bathrooms and etc... I said Yes of course and this week I could come 2 days monday and friday because I was going to work in Day Nursery the other days.. Its a home for handicapped kids...but where I cleaned it was in the relief (Im not sure that this is the right word for it) but sometimes parents need to relax so their kids spend some days there once in a while.. Sometimes its only a day or in the weekends... I had 3 hours and it only took me 2 hours so I sad down and got a cup of coffee and went home to pick up Emil... They also asked me if i was interesting in being substitute there.. but had to say no because I wont work in the evening because of Emil....

After we have been laying Emil to sleep by himeselves, he had had red eyes, like looking tired and sick but the reason is that he has been crying a lot even thought we have been there every 2-4-6-8-10 etc minutes... Also he had been affraid to walk into his room by himselves even thought the lights were on, and if I left the room for a couple of minutes.. then he would begin crying....NOT GOOD and it makes me feel horrible...

Julen handler ikke om gaver og papir, men om den kaerlighed vi gir. Og den hojtid fejres bedst, hvis bare vi husker, at det er hjerternes fest. Saa til jer som jeg har kaer, de kaerligste julehilsner jeg sender her. Jeg takker jer alle for aaret der gik, og alle de dejlige minder vi fik. Jeg haaber en glaedelig jul du faar, samt et godt og lykkebringende nytaar...

Second Sunday In Advent

Today Emil got a snowball with the figure from the toystore BR...

Usual when its Sunday all stores in Denmark are closed but in December most stores are open... So I went to the mall Ro´s Torv to shop Xmas Gifts...
Bought gifts for bf and Emil...

Stresset jeg, nej?!...Nu er kagerne vasket, pakkerne i ovnen, ungerne ligger under traeet og huset er lagt i seng! Saa nu kan julen bare komme;0) GOD JUL.

Hours

After we have begin with just laying Emil to sleep and check on him every 2 then 4 minutes etc... Its been going quite well until tonight it took some hours before he felt asleep...

Nogen faar den forfra, nogen bagfra, nogen liggende, nogen staaende, nogen hjemme, nogen i byen... Men alle bliver saa glade naar de faar den: Aarets Forste Julehilsen!

Fifth Disease...

We think that Emil might have Erythema Infectiosum... Not sure thought but to be sure we stayed home from visiting our friends where she is pregnant...

Nu begynder julen stille at falde, mennesker fryser, men der er en ting, der undrer mig; Naar jeg ser dig, blir alt varmt, og sneen smelter. Alle blir glade og smiler, jeg tror, det er fordi, dit smil er alles smil, og naar du smiler, gor alle det. Dit hjerte er saa stort og varmt, at selv snemaendene smelter ved synet af dig...

Xmas Is All About....

24 days until its Xmas unbelievable...

Xmas is about family, love and spending time together but man Im sooooo sick and tired of people who think about themselves....

Also my dad´s gf what a selfish person grrrrrrrrrrrrrr... I´m his daughter not the other woman... I haven´t known my dad for 27-28 years and then when I get the chance you act so selfish STOP IT!!!! Give us some room and space to get to know each other and somewhere in between I want to get to know you too if stop acting so childdish!!!!

Tonight the first calendar on tv Jul i Valhal which is on tv every day until xmas December the 24th.... Jul i Valhal is about Nordic Mythology..

En lille nisse sad paa taget af en gaard, men pludselig fik han en ide. Han ville springe fra mobil til mobil for at onske folk en rigtig glaedelig jul! Nu er han kommet til dig! Hvis han keder sig og du ikke sender ham videre, kommer han i drillehumor og laver ballade juleaften.. Saa send ham videre straks! Du maa ikke sende den retur.....