Horrible Day Ever...

In the afternoon Emil was paiting on a coffee mug to me;O) So nice and then it has to dry 24 hours and baked in the oven..

This week Emil´s fever has been up and down...

First he has been sleeping for an hour but sounded and still looked tired so I put him back to sleep and he slept an hour or so.. When he woke up at 5pm he was really warm, having fever and was crying... I took most of his clothes off and open the windows. I called the doctor from the emergency service and she was such a bitch excuse me for my language but she was me what I wanted her to do.... I told her he has been sick for sooo long with fever going up and down etc.... Then she asked me if there were any contact with him and I said yes and looked at him and went into panic Screaming I have to call 112 he is having a spasm because of high fever. The time 5.20pm I dialed 112 and the one I spoke with he told me to calm down and think of my son and not go in to panic and I was trying but it was soooo hard... Bf had Emil trying to get in contact with him and I was running in circles crying... After a long time well it felt like a long time the ambulance came and he was out of the spasm and we drove after few mintues to the hospital. But he wasn´t out of the spasm and couldn´t get in contact with him... I couldn´t take much more, standing next to him saying his name trying to get him to look at me without any luck he was just screaming AWEFUL!!!! The doctor gave him some medication several times.. And they had to take a test from his spinal cord to check him for meningitis because he didn´t get out of his spasm after all the medication they had given him.. It was sooooo hard to see my son laying there, sooo small and I fet helpless!!! So we had to wait couple of hours before we got the answers, that wa the hardest time in my life ever..... Emil felt asleep at 8pm and he had had spasm since 5.20pm terrible...
When they moved him to children sections at the hospital we got the test resolves and the test were negative telling us that he hadn´t meningitis. WHAT a RELIEVE PEW.
Emil woke up 11pm a nurse woke him because she was talking soooo loud to a boy who was getting in to the room with his bed. Emmil couldn´t believe what was happening and he had a needle stuck to his hand where he got liquid. Emil hold his hand infront of me wanted me to take it off but I told him I couldn´t and he couldn´t calm down or get to sleep, at first I was really happy he woke up but the time said 2am I had to ask a nurse if she couldn´t take over because I was sooo exhausted after the whole thing and she said yes... I slept sooo good and they were really nice. Emil felt asleep 4am!!!!