September

Meeting at work planning my work with my Kindergarten class for an year..

A parent from work asked me if I was interested to be helping out in gymnastic, they needed a helper either it was kids age 3-4 or babies with their parents.. and I could bring Emil if I wanted to. so I thought what would be the best day and thought about mondays, where I have Emil.. So I told her that I wanted to help out and the best day is mondays. Every Monday from 4.30pm till 5.30pm.
So there was a meeting where we could see and hear about the equipment to use to gymnastic but I had to leave because Emil´s diaper was soaking wet and I didnt bring any extra diaper or clothes so I had to go home.. I was mad because I wet diaper means he hasnt been changed for many hours grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr:O(

Hockey Tournament for kids at work 3. grade girls won GOLD!!!! and 2-3.grade boys won Gold A huge Congrats!!

Went at the movies with my sister to see Fracture.

I went to visit my old neighbours who live on the street next to mine... It was fun they are really funny and crazy to be with.. I dont know them too well yet but seem to be some nice people.

Then at work Julie and I had talk about to make something with kids after we had danced with the girls. This time is should be both for the girls and the boys..

August

Emil, my cousin his aunt and I went to zoo zity just to look around..

Together with Godmother Rikke we went to the zoo the weather were nice and there were a lot of people waitng in line outside but it was okay inside... walked around and had a really nice time for 5 hours. We saw baby tigers cute. sealion had a baby too.

Went to visit my aunt and uncle.. went for a walk with the dog to the beach were we found rocks with holes.. which brings luck. Emil played in the garden with vivi my aunt and the dog Ally McBeal.. went home pretty late and it was really nice that we could do that!!!

Emil and I riding on my bike to the Roskilde Habour for an icecream..

We also went to visit my friend Lisbeth, her husband og 2 kids... So we drove to the forrest near by for a walk and Emil and Christian they had soo much fun running around.. Chrisian felt and Emil walked over to comfort him and help him getting up... Stayed for supper!!

Then we went swimming in Roskilde Swimming Bath.. Emil enjoyed it very much!!

My friend Tina and her bf just moved into a house not far from here so Emil and I went to visit them to see their new house really awesome with a gardenwith too many flowers, plants and trees LOL so much to do but it theirs. Congrats!

Together with Godmother Rikke we went to BonBonland.. It was both Emil but also my first time there and I was positive surprised;O) Emil wanted to try everything so he did except for the things which were for adults!! Stayed couple of hours and we are definitely going next year...

We took the bus out of Roskilde to visit my friend Britta her fiance and their kid Phillip!! We were outside in their garden pretty nice!! Emil and I went in their swimming pool and Emil played with the water.. He enjoyed being there!! Stayed for supper...

And that was our summer vacation so awesome!!

For some time now I have thought about getting a cat.. and suddenly there were a notice with someone giving kittens away.. I thought, I called and suddenly Emil and I were on our way to get our new kitten... We found a grey/black stribed male.. Went home with him... Then we had to find a name so Emil tought of Trigger, tiger and Mickey.... Cute names thought but our cat ended up named Jack Sparrow!! yep my choice!!

Its going fine between Emil and Jack!!

One day I picked up Emil from day nursery it was right after our summer vacation.. Someone from there came over to me and say how wonderful it was that Emil could speak more now than he did before and there was a big change!! Now he really could and wanted to.. yes of course I thought he has been together with his parents and he just needed time!! We have got remedial teacher for Emil so now he has an adult who has time to be with him..

There were a run in Roskilde. I went together with some from work we were runing 5 km. So last time I was running I run 39:36 and this time 37:06 YES it was better than last time unbelievable!!! I thought I couldn´t do it better but I did!!!

Emil has been sick with fever...

My sister and I went out to party at Gabos.. Had soooo much fun.. and got a little too much to drink dont mix redwine and vodka. YIKES!! no excuse I suddenly stood and kissing a guy whom I have met before Lol and he was sooo young no need to mention!! I got his number and he went out to get something to eat and I thought he wouldnt come back.. Suddenly there he was my man of my dreams!! I went to talk with him and we had had great talk as usual about his jealous gf who was talking about that if we got together he would become a stepdad I was sooo surprised that she actually is that jealous, and other things...
went home at 5 am didnt felt too well.. He sent me a message Thx for tonight.. Remember to hold your head up even thought it can be hard sometimes!!!

31st A Huge happy Birthday to my sweet sista love ya much!!

At work we had a summerparty for the kids and their parents.. We had jump castle, Huge puzzle with Bart in Cheerleading outfit. cirkus, Buzz thing and several other things.. the weather was bad but I think everyone enjoyed themselves..

July

Went home at 5am this morning later together with Rikke we walked 15-16 km it was a beautiful day... We walked along the water to the habour in Veddelev awesome...

Someone from Borneklinikken went to Emil´s day nursery to observed him.

I went to meeting 2 days after at borneklinikken to hear about how it went!! My ex couldnt come and told me to find another day but he could do it by himself it was not my job to do so... I was soooo nervous and had a stomache..

They told a lot of positive things like he´s independent, want to say a lot but couldnt say the words, but he understand everything, he can play imaginations plays don´t know if thats the right word.. they aren´t sure if he sees the other kids or not.. They can´t say what´s wrong or not wrong with him so they told me that he was going to come couple of times 1-2 hours at day where they observed him and test him while we are there to find out whats with him.... I asked him if he wasn´t going to go in kindergarten but they said no its only for kids who can´t be in their day nursery/kindergarten so he aren´t that bad.. I told them at day nursery and she said that well she has only been here one time so... I was like WHAT.. She is such a B....

Went to visit Koglerne where I was going to work as a substitute so I can earn some money to my trip to New York!! I´m going to work there while Emil is having vacation at his dad.. Had 6..

Yes I´m going to New York.. I can´t wait its going to be sooo awesome and its going to be the third time I´m there!! I´m going together with friend Rikke who was so kind to actually pay the trip for me saying I shouldn´t worry about it and I have Emil... I wish one day I could give her a trip somewhere or give her among of money so she could do whatever she wanted to!!

Happy Birthday to Christian who turns 3 and Merete who turns 32 on July the 5th.. Hurra Hurra to both of them...

A parent from work asked me if I wanted to help out at gymnastic for kids age 4-5 starting up in September... Yes I would love to and I may bring Emil along.. Its going to be soo good!!

Went to visit Tina where we had supper, played games and had sooo much fun as usual!! We actually played Trivial Disney!!

Together with my cousin we went out after work (worked until 11pm) had sooooo much fun, talked with a guy who my cousin know.... went home at 5am fun fun time!!!

Emil went to spend 2 weeks vacation at his dad..

Pretty weird one day when I came home my mom had put my key in my mailbox without a word?!! She got the key if I lost my key or she was going to pick up Emil...

Went to the hospital twice to get my gallbladder scanned... First time he couldn´t find it thought it was because I had eat some liquorice so I had to come again so I did... He found it but it was to dark said it 5 cm long and 5 cm thick so my gall bladder is either full of small stones or calcify... that´s what he said...

Happy Birthday to Anne who turns 32 on July the 19th Hurra Hurra..

Visiting Bodil where we talked about life, work, education, men, family and so on..

My ex wrote me a message that Emil has been horseback riding on a big horse with his dad on his side... unbelievable balance..

Together with work everyone both kids and adults went rowing... Each adult had one or 2 in each canoe. It went so well out to the lake to a place where we had lunch but on the way back it was windy so some of us where rowing a long time at the lake until 2 guys came and we brought the kids to their canoe and one I work together with we had a canoe tied to our and we managed to get back where the others were waiting for us.. I was exchausted like anyone els... But fun and had a nice time with some of them I work together with!!! next time we should bring along a phone so we can get in touch with each other!!!

The last day before I began my summer vacation with some from work we went to The planetarium where we saw a movie The Blue Ocean. It was OKay too short..

2 days and Emil is coming to spend summer vacation together with me. Its the first time I have ever been away from him and I miss him a lot after being away from him in 2 weeks..

I went swimming together with Tina nice exercise.. Slept 3 hours... Britta called if she and her son could come by for a cup of coffee well it was coffee to her...;O)

Later my cousin came by right after work for a cup of coffee!! I drink too much coffee LOL;O)

Emil came July the 30th YES YES wonderful... 3 weeks together 2 weeks vacations.

First day we stayed home. Just him and me...

Then we visited stine and ida and emil and ida played and had fun...

Soccer/Learning Skills/Work

So much had happen...
first of all Denmark played soccer against Sweden tonight and we were behind 0-3 and suddenly it became exciting 3-3 until Poulsen got the red card for hitting a Swedish player and then a fan ran towards the referee and attacked him.... What an asshole!!! So the referee cancelled the game and Denmark lost 3-0!!!! Damn it has nothing to do with sport!

Couple of weeks ago I asked how it was going and she told me that he understood most of what they were saying, he is not playing with the doors as much as he did before, he stills need to be alone with an adults. and when he doesn´t what his clothes on they tell him that he has to and that its their decision. And this I told them all along CHEESE:O(
But we are still having him exam so we are totally sure there are nothing wrong with him or what it is... But one thing is sure that they didn´t handle the situation professional.

Emil is learning many words and trying to learn the letters he is really interesting in them. So I bought some letters with magnets on. He has learned to ride his 3 wheel bike really nice. He likes to help out and is always in a great happy mood...
I´m trying every weekend he is here to go to our swimming hall to teach him to swim.

Emil hasn´t been much sick this year which is pretty great.. Even thought both of of were having a cold few days ago and I´m still snotty...

Do you know the kind who has to mention everything you eat, how much... How healthy and how your tummy looks, what you say or do to make them feel better...? This is how it is where I work. Its soooo annoying and I should say something and I will some day... I have to if I want to stay there.Also every pedagoge has a class and I have a new class who begun May 1st... And every one has something to say about what to do and not to do etc... Well they have their own class and I never mind my business in theirs so I wished they would do the same!!!!Don´t get me wrong its okay if they say something but only if I ask them to.

June

First we Rikke and I went shopping in Fields and when we were done we went to Copenhagen at the movies where we saw the new Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End and it was sooooo good!! loves it!!

Went to vist my auntie and uncle I love being with them and they mean a whole lot to me!!

Emil went to the zoo with the day nursery and they told me that it went so well!! I was like DOH!! of course it went well!

Happy birthday to my dad who turns 61 on June the 11th...

A couple from work we went running it was a relay race in the park we have in Roskilde. You could run 5 or 10 km.. so my group ran 5 km. I was going to practise before but never got the time but I ran 5 km on 39:36 minutes I think it was pretty good after all..

One day Emil and I were sitting outside on our balcony and suddenly there were a baby who cried and Emil looked at me and pointed the spot where a kid bit him on his arm and like he was telling me that he cried too when a kid bit him!!

Few days before my ex calls me and tells me he is sick and ask me to have Emil on the day I´m going running. I say no because when I ask him he always says no.. he said I was the only one and I asked him to ask his parents even thought he already asked them... So he did and this time he told them why which he hadnt done at first stupid!!!! So he got his mother to look after Emil here at our home so he didnt got confused!!

Emil and I went to Phillip´s christning, it was really nice even thought Emil was abit (I don´t wanna be there, with all these people I dont´know)..

Emil spend a weekend together with my mom and her friends in a summer house. He enjoyed it very much;O)

Together with my cousin we went to Justin Timberlake and Timbarland. It was a real awesome concert which lasted 3 hours!!!

Emil and I went to my mother 60 birthday I went early home with Emil because he was just running around.. I asked my ex if he could come and get him but he couldn´t his gf was there so I took the bus to his place and took a cab back and stayed til 1am where Julie from work picked me up and we went out.. dancing and had fun with guys until 5am.

Happy Birthday to Rikke who turn 32 on June the 28.. Hurra Hurra!!!

May

First day in May SFO closed nice;O)

Now its time to have my own class, I can´t wait its going to be so nice and finally I can decide whatever I want with them...

Together with one I work together with Louise and I have decided to make her (2nd grade)class and my class (o.Grade) friends.. We split them up in small groups with 4-5 girls and boys in each group.. Where 2nd grade help the new kids about rules and about going in SFO! Our goals are they are becoming friends between them and etc..

Lisbeth comes by for lunch at 12 it was really nice and had a great talk awesome mostly because in the beginning some years back we didnt get along!! But we surely do now and thats great!!

Happy Birthday to my sweet Auntie who turns 50 on May 5th!! Hurra Hurra.. I went to her birthday and had a really nice time talking with my cousins whom I don´t see that often!!

Emil zipped his jacket on his own!!

One of the things which is nice being a mother is to be outside on the playground with your kid and see how he grows and learn things.. And the same when you go swimming with him..

From may the 17th and 20th went to Dronninglund up north of Jutland...
Both my cousin and I were a bit nervous about it because my mom can be.....!!
One day we went to Aalborg Zoo so different from the one in Copenhagen.. There were a baby giraffe and a baby hippo. So cute!!

Went shopping in Aalborg..

Went to Skagen and to see the 2 oceans meet what a beautiful sight!!!

Ofcourse my mother should act like a child grrrrrrrr so annoying so I was happy that my cousin was with me!!

Right after work Emil and I went to visit Stine and Ida where they played and it was a nice time as usual!!
Emil was going home to his dad so he came to pick him up and for supper I went to an old friend I have known since we were kids.. We havent been in touch for years but when we meet on the street and did talk!!

Then at work we had Bingo where 2nd grade helped 0.grade with the numbers and it was real fun to see how they grown helping the youngest with the numbers...

had an arrangement with kids in 0.grade and their parents where they got together and eat and could get to know each other.. I was there too together with 2 others.. nice its a good way to get to know them...

April

Bought a new phone pretty nice its a sony ericsson w 880i..

Emil, my sister and i ride to the harbour to feed the ducks and bought an ice cream...

Went out with my sister and one from work. when we got to the dance place a man stopped us and we had to show ID... I was like eh what... you have to be 19 to get inside and I was 33, my sister 26 and one I´m working together with she is 19 she just said she hadn´t brought anything so my and I were standing thinking OKAY!!!! Here we are two old farts who has to show our ID and she doesn´t.. I think I will take it as a complement.. but it wasn´t that much fun when we came inside it was cold and I wasn´t n the mood and had a stomach ache.

The day after I went to my aunt, uncle and their dog Ally mcBeal. Visit my aunts brother who live near by... Called my son o hear how he was and asked my ex what he has been up to and my ex didn´t wanted to tell me... I got mad and hanged up. I couldn´t believe this but I guess my ex was in a bad mood as usual... Stayed for supper but suddenly I have got pain right under my breast.. At first I thought it was because I was very hungry but weren´t sure. My aunt thought it was stress. I don´t know but it was gone about an hour afterwards!!! I stayed the night.. It was nice so I had someone, if it got worst again.

Few days after I still had some pain so I went to the doctor while my mom looked after Emil.. The doctor felt on my stomach and by the thing I told her she said it might be a gallstone and I was like what isn´t old people who gets them.. So I had to get my blood tested so I got one the next day and my mom looked after Emil.. I hate needles..

Had a visit from minna and nora... Nora is a girl who knows what she wants and she wants emil´s toys but now he says no!!!!! and doesn´t let her get him!!! Awesome.

Britta and phillip comes by and this is first time after his birth I see him.. Emil knew he had to be gentle towards him.

Went to Ikea together with Emil and Tina, bought few things...

Stine and Ida came by, Emil and Ida were really giddy around it was sooo funny to see and it was the first time they have done this LMAO Awesome to see... Went to our playground stayed for a while before they went home..

Emil, Rikke and I went for walk to the forest really nice and took a while I was sooo tired in my legs afterwards but a great walk..

Been to Roskilde Swimming Bath together with Emil and Tina... it has been a long time too long since I went swimming with Emil.. So now it was time.. It took few minutes until he felt secured and then he loved it.. Its funny because when we are at the beach he just walk out in the water without any fear!!

One evening after supper we went for a walk and went by to visit my old neighbours laila and per.. Nice and it was the first I saw their new apartment!!

In week 16 (April, 16-20) at work everyone were outside both kids and adults.. really nice and it was fun..

Gameday with Tina and Dea it was fun as usual;O)

Because my 3rd grade were stopping in the SFO we had a sleepover and I wasn´t sure it would be a good thing with these kids. I was right there were one fight after the other annoying and sorry to say this but I arent gonna miss them!!
Went home at 9am next morning great!!!
Went home took a shower and together with Emil and I we went downtown shopping and had lunch..

Emil has learned to ride his 3-wheeled bike great!!!

March

One day Emil and I went for a drive first we drove by my aunt and uncle but no one were home then we drove by my cousin´s Henrik bakery but he wasn´t there then I called home asking if they gave coffee and they did so we drove by for couple of hours. it was really nice seeing them again!!! They just got some snakes and I hold one of them and it shit on me LOL;O)

Then our last meeting so far where the psychology appear she end up saying that because of the mom has success with keeping him at the activities then they should do the same... and she said the reason why he open and closed the doors were because he is bored so they had to offer him some of the activities he likes... and try to offer him to be with one person so its getting easier for him.
Finally someone who is listening and I was glad;O)

For my birthday I got a paid from a friend so we found a day to go out and eat.. Pretty nice;O)

Then some from work went out for dinner and bowling.. It was fine but I wasn´t that good at bowling... I like this guy well I guess I´m sold/in love been like this for a while but got no chance with him at all.
Its a long story... After flirting a lot and having much fun some months ago... We had a real good talk... Too good a talk :O( Went home right after.

A HUGE Congrats to my friend Britta who gave birth to Phillip March the 11th weight 2885 and 52 cm... Everything went so easily Lucky woman;O)

Right after gameday I drove by te hospital to visit them;O) He is so adorable;O)

Emil and I drove to kyndeløse to visit my uncle and aunt.. We went for a walk to the water near by. Emil enjoyed it very much he also played with some toys suddenly he did a forward roll... I was like wouw cool and it was first time he did one by himselves;O) then he took my hands and go up my legs and did a forward roll cool first time he did that too awesome...

Had a meeting saturday at work where my ex´s dad looked after Emil.. They went for a drive and had a real nice time which were awesome;O)

Mom and sister came by we had to arrange our trip a weekend somewhere in Denmark. We found a hotel in Dronninglund up north of Jutland... It was going to be from Thursday till Sunday in May!!

Went out to eat and a drink with the girls from gameday... nice day and great talk;O)

The day after I went out with my sister and one from work ... Had a lot of fun...as usual..

The day after my sister and I ride to the habour and got an icecream.... My sister having hangover after last night lol

A Huge Congrats to Merete who gave birth to a son 54 cm and weight 3910g;O)

February

Meeting in his Day Nursery.. I was SOooooo Angry!! Because they said that Emil wasn´t normal and couldn't understand a thing they were saying!!!! It was a shock and frustrating because I couldn´t see it, he understood everything I said, if I told him to do things then he would do it. Like getting his clothes on, where he in the day nursery were screaming when they told him to get his pants on where they then changed his pants for another pair, they didn´t tell him he had to.. He was putting the pensel in his mouth and drank the water... Which he never did here. and when they told him not to he didn´t listen and they thought he didn´t understood what they were saying... He was open and closing the doors but I notice he looked at the adults trying to get their attention but according to them it was something els...
So I tried to tell them that his parents just spilt up and boys are behind with things than girls. He didn´t had many words but were talking a lot but without meaning/words. I asked them to give him time and show him who decides what. And when they tells him to put on his clothes and he doesn´t want to then tell him that he has to... But they were afraid to harm him???? I was like WHAT???? Of course Emil didn´t understood a thing when got it his way with te clothes then why should he listen when they said no to him...?!

So Emil went twice to their speech teacher to see if he wanted this time.. At first which were in his Day Nursery he didn´t want to so I told the speech teacher that she come home to us and check him there, it went better but Emil was still insecure of what was going on.. She notice that she hardly had any eyecontact with him.. Don´t know why because I know I have and friends and family who is coming to my place has too...

I had to take the day off from work because I was sooo hurt by the way the whole situation were handle. When to my friends house;O)We talked about all the positive things she had experience... Like once both of us were there and when we were gong to say goodbye I hugged my friend and Emil to hug one of her girls.... And he also went to their rooms to see what they were doing....ETC

I went to my own doctor to get some help about Emil but the doctor talked about Emil still using diaper and he didn´t said many words... That was his worries...

Went to check Emil´s hearing at an ear, nose and throat specialist for the third time and he was like HALLO EMil´s hearing is normal!!!

Emil ´s granddad (my ex´s dad) came by for coffee and a talk!

Superbowl and I couldn´t see it because I couldn´t get the next day off from work BOO HOO!!

Went to visit my aunt and uncle.. I really love spending time with them;O) So we went to a marked where you can buy old stuff and I always find something I can use!!!

Emil and I went to visit minna and Nora from my parenting group really nice and many things to talk about with all the meetings with Emil´s day nursery!!

Ride my bike with Emil in his chair to my mom where we stayed outside for an hour playing on the playgrounds and there were some to try.

Went to visit Stine and Ida from my parenting group also many things to talk about as I said before. Stine told me a great news she is pregnant and expecting in September. A Big Congrats!!

January

Had the first week off pretty nice spending time with Emil.
We went my moms 60 year birthday, where we went to the playground because he got bored inside, visited my old job went better than first expected, at the zoo with my mom, bad weather but the good thing were that there weren´t many in there, pet the camels and a horse they got loose quite fun. Both Emil and I went to the dentist, he has 20 and they looked absolutely fine;O) So did mine. We also went for a walk in the forest twice.

Going out with some from work Julie, Anders, Mikkel, Marc and Kasper a bit boring and I went home 2 am with a headache.

Gameday with a friend and one from work its always lot of fun and we try to do it once a month.

Emil went to a doctor who specialise in allergies... Because they said at his day nursery that he was allergic even thought I said he weren´t allergic. I was right!!

My ex and I had a meeting with Emil´s Day Nursery where their speech teacher took part and we planned that she should check him..

Emil went once to their speech teacher, they (Day Nursery) want to check Emil how much he understood because they thought he didn´t understand anything. He didn´t want to, I guess he could feel my anger towards the whole situation.